未成年

omg it's been half a year since I updated this blog :o

 Well, a lot has happened. I graduated highschool, took the national university entrance test, is waiting for the announcement, and at the same time feeling nervous as hell since as of right now I am school-less.

Enough of my rl sob story.

Something surprising has happened in my fandom-life. I fandom-hopped again. Yes, and this time to Aqua Timez. *dropped down a sinkhole* but it's not like I hadn't liked AT before... it's more like I've liked them since I listened to Velonica and Ketsui no Asa ni. And I distinctly remember watching Velonica's PV on tv (you know the times when them music channels aren't just playing kpop) and thinking that Futoshi looks a bit like Aiba. lmao. *shot*

After that I came to like them and bought their Best Of album and got Ehagaki no Haru single as a present, oh I also got to buy Carpe Diem when I went to Singapore. I liked them, I mean, more than the usual artist or bands that I listened--whose songs I liked but not to the extent of buying their albums/singles. But I really got to like them about a week ago, I think. There was a bit of psychological breakdown and mentally feeling stuffed in both fandom life and rl and then I found refuge from fl and rl in Aqua Timez's music. But it isn't like I hate the Arashi fandom. I still love the boys (tho' it feels weird calling them 'boys' lol) and the fandom too, but ... ahh, let's just say something happened and leave it at that. And it's not like I've left the fandom for good, you know me, I'm always fandom-hopping but in the end I always came back to Arashi (though at the last fandom-hop from Arashi lasted about 2 years ~.~). 

Anyway, I've been spending the last week (in between applying to unis and studying for upcoming exams) slaving on my laptop and exhausting my bandwidth downloading AT concerts, PVs, albums, and singles. I already got Still Connected and Music 4 Music... and if I might say WOWOW's version of Carpe Diem (which to my extreme dissatisfaction had 8 or so songs omitted---including Gravity0 dammit).

And so yeah,  I'm burrowing a nice little hole for myself in this fandom.

I guess that's all for now. I've got to get going anyway. Here's a parting video for this post--which has something to do with the title, does that surprise you? hahaha.