UTS TINGGAL 2 HARI

SAYA STRESS MWAHAKAK

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akhir-akhir ini pada emo yaks? Ato yang emo cuman saya doang? hmhph.

udah lama juga ga update ini blog. Bingung mau nulis apa :3

Mau ngomong nilai? ah jangan, nanti tambah emo xP
Mau ngomongin kehidupan sehari-hari? nooo, sumber emo itu xD
Mau ngomongin fandom? lah, ngomongin tentang apa~ wong kpop lagi jijay, wong jpop lagi males mendalaminya, wong anime sudah didalami sejak terkena virus gelo.

Sebenernya enak ya kalo bisa ngebacot tentang hal apa aja yang lagi mengendap di dalam diri saya, tapi endak bisa. Why? I don't know the reason.

There must be a reason, though, because everything has a reason for itself. A reason for being. A reason for happening. A reason for ending. A reason for beginning.

The reason is obscure. Try as we might. Maybe one day it will become clear. Or maybe our hands will grasp only emptiness.

Shall we search? Look for things that is not there. Then what is the reason to keep on living?

Looking for the things behind things. Inside what is inside. Behind what is behind.

Search the sky. Search the clouds. We are going no where.

Can you give us a clue? To find a reason to keep up this passion.

Passionate looking for understanding.

Obscure looking for emptiness.

Nowhere is somewhere. Where shall we find it?

To keep on walking and searching, but finding nothing lest we fall down.

Truth be told, nothing is there.

The reason.

We are not lost. We are not found. We are not here.

Somewhere is nowhere. Everybody is nobody.

There is no meaning to this. Just endless rambling.

It is wrong. It is right. Whatever people say we say it too. The mindset is there.

You know this, I know this, nobody knows.

Never ending

Forever continuing

But there was never a start, was it?