summary of the last few days

DAMN YOU BLOGSPOT.
er, actually it was my fault. But all the same.. I'm pissed T___T

Udah panjang-panjang nge rant elah malah ke apus dan ilang hiksu hiksu T_____T

udah ga napsu ah nulis tentang remed matematika dan tugas numpuk.

Pengen fangirling aja deh T___T oke, sekilas aja tentang RL ku.

Matematika, remed. Tugas B Indo, numpuk. Drama B Inggris, Joe Jonas (LOL NO xD).
Matematika aku remed bab yang sebenernya ga perlu remed. Hhh, sial banget nih aku ga ngerti kombinasi dan permutasi hiksu hiksu. Someone teach me~~~~~ hahaha. Kalo math ku gini mulu.... mobukagakusho......... *menerawang ke kejauhan*

Trus tugas B Indo. Resensi ku sepertinya 1/3 jadi.... tapi lagi ga nafsu nerusin *plak*. Trus bikin surat itu. Trus essay tentang nilai-nilai dalam novel terjemahan dan non terjemah. Ckckckck. Yang essay udah aku cicil lagi sih kemaren... tapi ga banyak. *plak lagi*

Kemaren sih aku kebanyakan fangirling. Hahahaha seharian deh tuh fangirling.

Nonton ulang acara-acara SJM. Sumpah bikin ngakak!!! xDDDD SO MANY SIHAN *dies* I need a daily fix of SiHan goodness!! I miss Hannie with Siwon ;_____; SiHan adalah pairing (selain OhMiya) yang aku suka! Aku sebenernya ga begitu suka pairing antar member, tapi SiHan dan OhMiya adalah exception! xD YunJae? Biasa aja. Hahaha.
Serius deh, nonton acara SJM tuh bener-bener penghibur. Ngakak parah depan laptop xD

Trus aku juga sempet memperdalam 2AM. JO KWON AND HIS KKAB. Y U SO PHAIL? dan Lee Joon. Poor guy. ROFL. Aku gatau mau malu malu malu atau ngakak ngakak ngakak nonton Jo Kwon's kkab. LOL. I'm so embarassedddddd.
Tapi aku belom sempet memperdalam tentang Changmin dan Jinwoon. Sigh.

Oiya. EMANG FT ISLAND KE SINI?!?! KONSER?!??!?! and on top of that, the rumor that 2AM is also coming here. I NEED MONEY. TT____TT

ahdshdjdks. Kemaren aku nonton ulang THSK History in Japan Vol. 4. Changminnie is so presh.

Mamah juga ikut nonton. Tapi dia kerjanya mencela mulu jadi yah gitu hahaha. Pokoknya aku mau beli DVD Secret Code Live in Tokyo Dome dan nonton bareng dia! Biar dia liat the awesomeness of Asia's vocal powerhouse, TVfXQ! xDDDDDD tapi harusnya sih nonton Love In The Ice pas concert T. Itu di sana suara mereka bener-bener keliahat awesome nya. (tik, udah deh)

Oke. Sepertinya THSK sudah menjadi makanan sehari-hari jiwa fangirl ku HAHA.

I guess that's all?
A video to share! (aside from that lulz-worthy fail-fest kkab-ness of the kkab-king Jo Kwon)
See the awesomeness of the B2STly boys! xD
BREATHE IN BREATHE OUT,



oya,
look at me at my birthday with the gals (and guy) ♥

Thirteen Reasons Why

There are thirteen reasons why your friend died. You are one of them.

You can't STOP the future. You can't REWIND the past. 

The only way to learn the secret ... is to press PLAY

SYNOPSIS

Clay Jensen returns home from school to find a mysterious box with his name on it lying on his porch. Inside he discovers several cassette tapes recorded by Hannah Baker--his classmate and crush--who committed suicide two weeks earlier. On tape, Hannah explains that there are thirteen reasons why she decided to end her life. Clay is one of them. If he listens, he'll find out how he made the list. Through Hannah and Clay's dual narratives, debut author Jay Asher weaves an intricate and heartrending story of confusion and desperation that will deeply affect teen readers.

EXCERPT

A shoebox-sized package is propped against the front door at an angle. Our front door has a tiny slot to shove mail through, but anything thicker than a bar of soap gets left outside. A hurried scribble on the wrapping addresses the package to Clay Jensen, so I pick it up and head inside.
I take the package into the kitchen and set it on the counter. I slide open the junk drawer and pull out a pair of scissors. Then I run a scissor blade around the package and lift off its top. Inside the shoebox is a rolled-up tube of bubble-wrap. I unroll that and discover seven loose audiotapes.
Each tape has a dark blue number painted in the upper right-hand corner, possibly with nail polish. Each side has its own number. One and two on the first tape, three and four on the next, five and six, and so on. The last tape has a thirteen on one side, but nothing on the back.
Who would send me a shoebox full of audiotapes? No one listens to tapes anymore. Do I even have a way to play them?
The garage! The stereo on the workbench. My dad bought it at a yard sale for almost nothing. It's old, so he doesn't care if it gets coated with sawdust or splattered with paint. And best of all, it plays tapes.
I drag a stool in front of the workbench, drop my backpack to the floor, then sit down. I press Eject on the player. A plastic door eases open and I slide in the first tape.


Blurb from Sherman Alexie: Thirteen Reasons Why is a mystery, eulogy, and ceremony. Twenty or thirty times, I snapped the book shut when a sentence, an image, or line of dialogue was too beautiful and painful. But I, afraid and curious, would always return to this amazing book. I know, in the years to come, I will often return to this book.
Blurb from Ellen Hopkins: Every once in awhile you come across a book that you can't get out of your mind, one you have to rush back to if you must put it down for some reason. Jay Asher's Thirteen Reasons Why is one of those books, and is at the very top of my personal "Must-Read" list.
Blurb from Chris Crutcher: Very clever premise, strong voice, perfect suspense. This one will keep you reading. Jay Asher is a fine storyteller.
Blurb from Gordon Korman: A spectacular first novel. Jay Asher tells his story with such honesty and simplicity that the tragedy feels shatteringly real.

taken from TH1RTEEN R3ASONS WHY
also visit Hannah's Reasons and Hannahsfriend13 (for the tapes)

Tell Me Goodbye

Letting you go...(please somebody)
Letting you go...(please somebody)

No, I got this, yeah
Still I´m thinking about this thing called love
You got me shaken up (please tell me there´s a way)
And it got my head spinnin´ round round round (please tell me there´s a way)
Don´t wanne take a fall, it´s best to rake it all
It´s gonna be better for you, move on, move on (please tell me there´s a way)
Uh uh, we break it, break it or thought we make it, make it
And now we cover it all

Girl, I swear I won´ t even for a second
Cause you any pain
in order to protect you
Because there's no other way

Baby our love itself brings us pain
And I got nothing, nothing to say

Oh tell me goodbye, oh tell me goodbye
Those hands that embraced me
Oh tell me goodbye, oh tell me goodbye
Seem to be letting go
If forgetting me will give you freedom baby
Oh tell me goodbye, oh tell me goodbye

Girl, you know when you lose your smile
I will place the blame on myself
I wake　up crying these words, and even the light
I will lose sight of everything else

Baby the moment our lips part this time
I´ll never find better, better than you

Oh tell me goodbye, oh tell me goodbye
Those hands that embraced me
Oh tell me goodbye, oh tell me goodbye
Seem to be letting go
Merely being by my side is not kindness baby
Oh tell me goodbye, oh tell me goodbye

Yo and it´s so, so
Said it just ain´t happening
Wish you could be better
Sorry to be scrapping
But I just can´t let go
To be less than happy
I said look at me
I couldn't live with myself seeing you like
The thing you deserve
Baby you you was a part?
Always believe that it hurts
That bleeds, that´s word
I think that I can do
My body is just takes a bigger part of me to be letting you go
I wish that weren't so

Your voice, pained and fading away, away
Erased completely by the wind, stay, stay
All these things, I can´t take it, those tears, don´t cry for me
Or our sake I´ll never look back again.

Oh tell me goodbye, oh tell me goodbye
Those hands that embraced me
Oh tell me goodbye, oh tell me goodbye
Seem to be letting go
Merely being be my side is not kindness baby
Oh tell me goodbye, oh tell me goodbye
Tell me goodbye

Keep In Mind That I Love You

Excuse the Out Of Character title of this post, tapi ini judulnya aku copy paste dari judul artikel yang akan aku post ehehehe.

Aku pengen posting sebuah artikel yang bikin aku terharu/sedih/nangis/miris/sebel sama SME/pengen getok JYJ dan HoMin/etc etc. Hehehehehehhe.

Artikel ini sebenernya hanya sekedar translation dari Blog Shinjiroh Inoue. You must be wondering who on earth Shinjiroh Inoue is, and the reason to why I cried while reading his blog. (you probably actually do not care, whoever you are, but I'm going to tell you anyway :P)

Shinjiroh Inoue is a songwriter who had written the lyrics to several of DBSK's Japanese songs. I forgot which songs, but I swear I'd seen his name on several of THSK's song credits on their Japanese album!! *sweatdrops*

Aaaaaand anyway, he was the one who wrote JYJ's W. It's a beautiful song. I remember I have posted the lyric and translation on my previous post, you can check it out if you want to :)

Okelah segitu saja intro dari saya, mari kita baca artikelnya. (sangat menggugah bagi saya seorang Cassiopeia yang baru kebuka kedoknya XD)

[TRANS] 100913 Shinjiroh Inoue’s Blog, “Keep in Mind that I Love You”

click for the original pic

JUNSU/JEJUNG/YUCHUN’s “W”

About the right way to pronounce it… while I was still considering between “Daburu” and “Daburyuu”, at the rehearsal for Dome Jejung said, “That should be Daburyuu shouldn’t it!” so we decided on “Daburyuu” (LOL).

After Tohoshinki’s activities were suspended, when the announcement of the trio’s “THANKSGIVING LIVE IN DOME” was announced, I received a request to write the lyrics for songs that they can sing at Dome.

At that time, I was entrusted with writing about the real feeling of the trio.

I’m sorry but I can’t write the details about it here.

From now on, I’m going to write about my own feeling… but I could really feel that the trio are sincerely wishing to work as 5 again.

I believe that it is also the wish of the duo and of course, the fans.

I was wondering how I should convey that wish and feeling into a message to fans, thus I created a wrote something called “If you have a message to HoMin, would you tell me your message?” on Twitter and Ameba.

I remember that at that time, I didn’t have that many followers on Ameba, but thanks to everyone who spread it on the Internet, I received a lot of messages.

No, I was entrusted with them.

Among the messages, there are messages that are written in all hiragana so that the duo would be able to read them… I feel very apologetic because I can’t directly deliver the messages to them…

A great number of messages contain the words “We’re waiting for the day you will come back” and “We’re protecting a place for you to come back to”.

When the song was sung at Dome, went on the download chart, and was uploaded everywhere… I received a lot of messages on what the true meaning of the song is.

Among them, there are bitter comments such as “The trio already left, isn’t it funny to say that they’re still waiting?”

Since I wrote that song with the intention of conveying the true feelings of the trio and not my own, thinking of the trio, I’ve been keeping my silence to those comments even though I’m usually a talkative person.

I also made sure that I did not write about anything that is over-sensitive….

However, since they don’t have any promotion for “The…” and “THANKSGIVING LIVE IN DOME” this time and I didn’t receive any word from the trio thus I decided to gather my courage and write this.

“W” is the symbol of 5 and belong to 5.

“Waiting” is about the day that the 5 of them will work together again.

“Protecting” is the power of the fans.

Those are the feelings of mine, someone who was entrusted with the words from the messages of the trio and the fans.


Source: Shinjiroh Inoue’s Blog
Translation: linhkawaii @ OneTVXQ.com
Credits: OneTVXQ.com { One World. One Red Ocean. One TVXQ! }
Previously Posted By: twinklietwinkle @ DBSG Livejournal Community
Feel free to repost, but please leave the full credits intact. Thanks!

BRB CRYING FOREVER. T____T
ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA..............
I love this guy whoever he is LOL......... ;_;