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Kamis, 26 Juli 2012

いつもいっしょ

So. Since the last post I have been accepted to a number of university, though only two of them in a faculty I originally wanted to enter. In two other university I got accepted to my 2nd option--which hasn't pleased me at all. And thus, I have currently registered into FMUP. Shocking? For me it was a great shock, not that I'm not grateful about the turn of events.

And the fact that I have (finally) registered into a university brought up more and more conflicts and angst-y stuff. So, let's just leave it at that, shall we?

Have you guys heard? Aqua Timez is going to have another nation-wide tour near the end of the year through to next year. If I'm not mistaken the tour is called "because we are". Damn. And the around the start of said tour, I heard that Arashi is also holding a special concert. Damn. Why am I in Indonesia?

Anyway, tonight I've been listening nonstop to this piece of music by none other than AT. I wonder why I've been in such an AT-mood. lol.

Itsumo Issho by Aqua Timez.


I originally wanted to post the translation of the lyrics of the song, but I have yet to find an English translation that satisfies the temper of my inner translator and thus I present the link to the Indonesian translation.

Personally, I really love the lyric at the start of the song which goes something like "I am a boy who hates being looked away from, so I look away from you first" and "You are a girl who lets go of the hand you are holding because you are afraid of being let go". Rough translation, so bleh. It's kinda sweet, actually. :)

Kamis, 05 Juli 2012

未成年

omg it's been half a year since I updated this blog :o

 Well, a lot has happened. I graduated highschool, took the national university entrance test, is waiting for the announcement, and at the same time feeling nervous as hell since as of right now I am school-less.

Enough of my rl sob story.

Something surprising has happened in my fandom-life. I fandom-hopped again. Yes, and this time to Aqua Timez. *dropped down a sinkhole* but it's not like I hadn't liked AT before... it's more like I've liked them since I listened to Velonica and Ketsui no Asa ni. And I distinctly remember watching Velonica's PV on tv (you know the times when them music channels aren't just playing kpop) and thinking that Futoshi looks a bit like Aiba. lmao. *shot*

After that I came to like them and bought their Best Of album and got Ehagaki no Haru single as a present, oh I also got to buy Carpe Diem when I went to Singapore. I liked them, I mean, more than the usual artist or bands that I listened--whose songs I liked but not to the extent of buying their albums/singles. But I really got to like them about a week ago, I think. There was a bit of psychological breakdown and mentally feeling stuffed in both fandom life and rl and then I found refuge from fl and rl in Aqua Timez's music. But it isn't like I hate the Arashi fandom. I still love the boys (tho' it feels weird calling them 'boys' lol) and the fandom too, but ... ahh, let's just say something happened and leave it at that. And it's not like I've left the fandom for good, you know me, I'm always fandom-hopping but in the end I always came back to Arashi (though at the last fandom-hop from Arashi lasted about 2 years ~.~). 

Anyway, I've been spending the last week (in between applying to unis and studying for upcoming exams) slaving on my laptop and exhausting my bandwidth downloading AT concerts, PVs, albums, and singles. I already got Still Connected and Music 4 Music... and if I might say WOWOW's version of Carpe Diem (which to my extreme dissatisfaction had 8 or so songs omitted---including Gravity0 dammit).

And so yeah,  I'm burrowing a nice little hole for myself in this fandom.

I guess that's all for now. I've got to get going anyway. Here's a parting video for this post--which has something to do with the title, does that surprise you? hahaha.

 

Minggu, 07 Agustus 2011

Fangirl Spree in Singapore

OH MY GOD I CANNOT BELIEVE I WENT TO SEE BIG BANG AND U-KISS AND F.T. ISLAND!
Yes, here comes the Korean Music Wave rant post!! Finally. Hahahaha.



Description (taken from their facebook page
Korean Music Wave 2011
15 July 2011
7.30 PM
Singapore Indoor Stadium

KOREAN MUSIC WAVE 2011 is set to be the defining Korean music event of the year featuring GD&TOP, TAEYANG, SEUNGRI, 2NE1, FT ISLAND, MISS A, U-KISS, TEEN TOP, DAL★SHABET, THE BOSS, TOUCH and X-5.

So, I had bought the ticket from a travel agent here in Jakarta a few weeks before the event. The travel agent were working together with sistic. I was so ecstatic and I couldn't wait for 15 July! I didn't even care that at the 15th I was supposed to go to school! Lol yeah I skipped and my parents didn't mind in the least :P

I went to Singapore by plane on the 15th at 6 AM from Soekarno-Hatta (with my family, cos my mom decided to tag along to the con lol). And I'm really surprised at how busy the airport is already! I mean, the last time I went to airport this early in the morning, it didn't have that much people! o__o the line for immigration was long~ but I got past that and boarded the plane. I was also excited at going to Singapore. It had been a long time since I'd last been there.

I arrived in Changi at 9 AM. We went to get breakfast cos I was starving! We'd been up since 3 AM and we haven't eaten at all. So we went to the nearest BK and ordered. I was a bit flustered when I was ordering because I wasn't used to singlish. It took longer than usual to order a burger XD I guess you could say I was a little bit culture-shocked haha XD

And after that we went to the hotel, it was a small hotel in Chinatown and it's near the MRT and that's the only thing that matters. After stopping by to check in, we split up. My mom and I went to Somerset while my dad went off somewhere else. I went to 313@Somerset because I heard that's where HMV is.

At 313@Somerset I was all ecstatic because the store had Uniqlo shop!!! I had known that it's the store where they sold the Big Show commemorative T-Shirt. I decided to check it out once I've been to HMV.

At HMV I was even more ecstatic. I almost couldn't stop myself from fangirling. They had Arashi CDs!!! And NEWS! And Shimizu Shota!! And Aoyama Thelma!!!! Yuna Ito!!! AND AQUA TIMEZ CD OMG!!!!! And the K-Pop collection also impressed me. BIG BANG 4th MINI ALBUM SPECIAL EDITION. 2PM HANDS UP. So I bought the Special Edition, Aqua Timez's Carpe Diem, and Taeyang's Solar International. It was a bit expensive, but oh well~ XD I also bought a present for my lovely imouto with the help of my nee-chan. ^^ I was also tempted to buy U-KISS's Bran New Kiss but I didn't.

After that I went to Uniqlo and I was almost jumping up and down in joy when I found that they had Big Bang t-shirts AND it was on sale! I can't believe it! I bought maybe like 4 tees. LOL. I was on a fandom shopping spree! XD and then the both of us felt a little tired so we went back to the hotel ... but not before I came over a Jay Park ad for Denizen!!! askfdsakjfd~~ XD bb is gorgeous I swear.

We finally went to the concert venue at about 4 PM. I wore my Big Bang uniqlo tees *insert evil laugh*. I was a bit upset that I didn't have any fandom attributes, but then I bought the t-shirt and I wasn't so upset anymore hehe. On the MRT I saw a girl wearing uniqlo BB t-shirts and she had a fanboard. And because my mom and I didn't really know where the Indoor Stadium is we decided to follow her. HAHA, I'm sorry whoever you are.

When we arrived at the Stadium stop it was raining a little. And I was surprised when the Stadium were actually precisely in front of the MRT station. We went there and I was disappointed to see no goodies booth. I was told that there would be booths, but I guess the sale time is over or something. :( my mom and I decided to explore the stadium a little. We saw the entrance for Pen A & B and we found our entrance to the tribune on the second floor.

I was so so so so surprised to see almost everyone in the vicinity was wearing BB Uniqlo t-shirts. I was like "OMG THEY'RE ALL HERE TO SEE BIGBANG". But then I saw a few wearing FTI t-shirts and some other attributes. I was standing and looking around when suddenly two vans drove past me. And inside one of the van were a group of guys, Korean guys, who looked sorta familiar. And one of the guy smiled and waved at me. I was a little dumbstruck so I only stared back at him. And then the vans were gone. OMG WHO WAS THAT. o___o;; I never knew.

It was still 5 PM and since the venue opens at 6 PM, the both of us decided to hang out at the nearest Starbucks. There I met admins for a U-KISS fanbase in Singapore and I asked her for a light stick LOL~

The Starbucks was located in a mall of some kind, and even inside the mall it was swarming with concert-goers. I saw several people wearing t-shirts with Big Bang's member's faces on it. And several people wearing FTI and 2NE1, and U-KISS t-shirts. And there were even some people playing around with the crown light stick (which I had wanted so effin' badly)! akjsf!!!1!!!1

And finally it was 6 PM! I was soooooooooo excited. My mom and I left the coffee shop and went to the stadium. I went to take a picture with the Stadium as the background kekeke. Then we got into the queue and well...... waited. We were discussing about stuffs when suddenly the young woman in front of us turned around and asked us if we were Indonesians in Bahasa Indonesia. I was all shocked and then we talked for a bit. And then suddenly we heard the lady behind us talking in Bahasa Indonesia! o____o was I even in Singapore? LOL.

When we finally got inside the venue I was awed to see it was large and cool (Singapore was humid orz)! It was my first concert so excuse me for being downright awed and amazed and effin' excited. XD We took some pics~ lol.

And then we wanted to sit down on our tribune seat, but it turns out, that the tribune seats had been upgraded. And we were sitting in between tribune and VIP seats. I WAS SO AMAZINGLY DELIGHTED. THE STAGE WAS CLOSE AND I HAD A CLEAR VIEW OF IT. We then took some more pics. XD

While waiting for the show to start, we ate ice cream that we bought earlier hahaha. And then they started playing some clips of Korean Wave in Singapore of some sorts. Everyone screamed when they saw their favorite artists. I was like "omg chill, you're going to see the actual person so save your voice". LOLOL.

The lights finally dimmed. Everyone screamed. And I screamed when I saw Kevin MC-ing. KEVIN OMG THAT GUY IS SO PRETTY AND HIS VOICE IS SO PRETTY TOO AND I WAS SPAZZING IN MY SEAT. Kevin was MCs along with Miss A's Min and two other dudes who I don't really care about XD

The first performer was F.T. ISLAND.
I WAS SPAZZING IN MY SEAT. I thought some other less-known group would perform first, but, no, FTI was first. FTI sang Love Love Love, Hello Hello, I Hope, and Bing Bing Bing. I was screaming "LEE HONGKI LEE HONGKI LEE HONGKI" OMG HIS VOICE IS SOOOOOOO GOOD. THEY ALL LOOKED SO FINE. HONGKI~~~ too bad I only knew Hongki lol. I sang along to every song. I saw Hongki's grabbing-clawing-the-air thing when he sang Hello Hello live omg lol. I was pleasantly surprised when they suddenly played the intro for I Hope. It's like, my ultimate favorite song of FTI and the song that got me into buying their CDs though not into the fandom. Hongki and the guitarists FINALLY went on the extended stage. Hongki was fooling around and dancing .......... he couldn't dance. I knew that the minute he moved his body LOL. AND THEN WHEN THE SONG ARRIVED AT THE RAP HONGKI WAS HOLDING THE MIC FOR THE BLONDE GUY KINDA IN A HUGGING POSITION. I WAS SCREAMING AT HOW COOL IT LOOKED. It was only after the con did I found out that the rapper's name was Seunghyun. When the intro for Bing Bing Bing played, both my mom and kinda screamed LOLOL. We've replayed Cross&Change like thousands of times and Bing Bing Bing is one of our favorite tracks. I sang along like crazy. Jumping in my seat. LOL.

And after FTI, it was X-5, Touch, and Dal Shabet. I don't remember the exact sequence. It was bleh for Touch and Dal Shabet since I don't like/know them.
But X-5 on the other hand is a different matter. Fantasy and DPOAC is kinda my guilty pleasure. I don't really exactly like them, but I enjoy seeing them performing those songs. When they first introduced X-5 they said the group was really tall. And they were! When they came out on the stage I was like "Omg they're really large!!!" hahahaha. They performed Fantasy first. I was all spazzing for the dance choreo XD Too bad I don't know the members names or I would've screamed lol. I really loved the choreo for Fantasy, I think it was a bit different from their perf in MuBank but oh wellz. I was singing along to Fantasy HAHAHA I think I'm one of the few who actually got sincerely excited for X-5's stage XD And then they performed Don't Put On An Act. XD I was excited when I saw the Zhoumi look-a-like began to sing. AND THEN THEY STARTED TO DANCE TO THE REFF. OMGOMG I WAS TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH THEIR DANCE AND WAS ECSTATIC TO SEE IT LIVE. And then the part after the reff came and I was spazzing. Frankly, that sequence where the two guys were singing back to back and kinda circling was my absolute favorite part of the choreo. I screamed lol. And then yeah, the took off their jacket and ran to the extended stage. And yeah, after that came the hip-thrust. LOLOLOLOL. When the members stood next to the MCs I finally got an idea of how tall they really were. They kinda towered over the others. LOL. I would love to see them stand side by side with HoMin. XD

And after that, The Boss performed.
I think that I'm also one of the few people who was actually anticipating DGNA's stage. LOL. Even though I'm not exactly a fan of them, I enjoy their songs, esp Shining World and Love Bingo. I was kinda hoping for a Love Bingo performance, but I guess I must've came to the wrong concert XD Anyway when they first came out I was shouting Karam's name. Why? Because he is Jae's doppelganger. *slapped* I'm sorry, but that kid reminds so much of JJ! XD Their first performance was Admiring Boy. I didn't know the title then, I only heard it through the MV which I associated with HUG MV. *slapped again* and then they sang Biteul Biteul which I sang along to~ and a member from DGNA performed a cool dance, but I dunno his name. -_-; After that they performed Shining World!!! KYAAAA~~~ The Boss cinched their stage cos they sang all the songs I like (except Love Bingo) :P and I didn't realize it before, but the members of DGNA are ...... kids. They're just small. Or maybe this was just the effect of seeing X-5. -___-

Well anyway, Teen Top came up next!
By Teen Top's stage I was getting tired and hoarse from all the screaming and flailing. I relaxed down a few notches so I can reserve my energy for U-KISS and BigBang XD I was kinda sorta anticipating Teen Top's stage because .... well.... my nee-chan loves them. They sung Supa Luv and Clap. Both of which I didn't really like. But then they sang Angel!!!!!! I SPAZZED~~ LOL. My energy came back XD I really like Angel~ I even sang along a little~~ All through the performance I tried to find out which one is CAP because the last time I saw him, he was the best looking out of the others :P but I dunno if I managed to figure out correctly which on his him because this guy's broccoli hair was distracting me ;~~; I later found out his name is Niel. And Teen Top's case was just like DGNA. They're kids..... :/ aiguu X-5's effect lasted long.

After that it was made in Asia... Miss A!
I didn't really like their performance, nor did I really pay attention to the songs they sang. I only recognized Breathe and Bad Girl Good Girl. LOL. But I screamed Min's name because she makes me laugh in Oh My School :3 and I also sang along a little to Bad Girl Good Girl ^^ they also sang 2 more songs but I only recognize Love Alone.

And then finally! The stage I've been waiting for!! U-KISS!!
The lights suddenly went out and we could hear Kevin's voice (at least I think it's Kevin's). He was saying something about going to perform 0330. Then the light came on again and the intro for 0330 played and I screamed. KISEOP'S AND SOOHYUN'S FINGER-TAPPING. I COULDN'T BELIEVE I WAS GOING TO WATCH 0330 LIVE. I WAS FLAILING AND SCREAMING EACH MEMBER'S NAME AS THEY SANG. "HOON! AJ! SOOHYUN!" yeah you get the idea XD when it came to Dongho's rap I was screaming "DONGHO DONGHOOOOO~~~~~~" I was loud. LOL. I'm embarrassed XD AND OMG KEVIN'S VOICE IS JUST SO PRETTY ASDFGHJKL I CAN'T BELIEVE I HEARD HIM SING LIVE ;~~~~; AND R2PI RAP I WAS JUST ACEHCQIUHEIU!FF!#OFU! XDXD AJ LOOKED AND SOUNDED SOOOOO DAMN GOOD. After that they sang Everyday which I sang along to~ though I wanted to hear Miracle live, Everyday is also daebak esp Eli and Dongho's rap! And they also sang Man Man Ha Ni and Bingeul Bingeul. I had a little teary moment when I listened to Hoon and AJ singing Xander's and Kibum's lines. It didn't sound right T____T but well, Hoon and AJ is also osm so it's ok! XD I was singing along to Man Man Ha Ni and Bingeul Bingeul, I even danced a little. And of course I screamed for the members, not forgetting to scream Kiseop's and Soohyun's names. Oh yeah, I also waved my U-KISS lightstick like crazy! XDXD DONGHO'S FIERCE FACE IN MMHN ASDFGHJKLQNM!!! And when they talked to the MCs, someway or another Eli was asked to take his clothes off ROFL. But he declined by saying "I'll do it backstage" in English. LOL smart reply Eli. XD

AND HERE COMES THE QUEEN OF THE NIGHT! 2NE1!
When U-KISS got off the stage and 2NE1 was next everyone stood up! And I mean everyone!! I didn't want to stand up at first but people were blocking my view of the stage, so instead of raging, I stood up too. XD I was screaming Bom's name all the way. I love her voice! But I also screamed for Minzy too! Hehehe. I didn't scream Dara's and CL's names because I didn't really know how to tell between the two, but I think I figured out which one CL was. They sang Fire, Lonely, I'm The Best, Can't Nobody, and I Don't Care. I was singing along to Lonely, I guess the whole studio sang along XD and I was all jaw-hanging when they sang I'm The Best. I didn't like it at first. My jaw dropped again when I saw Minzy's dancing at Can't Nobody. LOL I was screaming GO MINZYYYY~~~~ XDXD and then they sang I Don't Care which made me spazz. tbh IDC is my favorite 2NE1 song. :) I sang along and I also kinda danced along to I don't care e e e e~ XDXDXD but I failed. :(

AND OMG AFTER 2NE1 CAME MY OSM FANDOM BIGBANG!
I was incoherent as they flashed BigBang's member's pics on the screen. I was screaming JIYONG TAEYANG SEUNGRI TOP. And the MC had us screaming BIGBANG over and over again before finally, they suddenly came out from under the stage through an opening of some sorts and I S.C.R.E.A.M.E.D. IT WAS AN AWESOME ENTRANCE AND OH MY GOD I WAS SEEING G-DRAGON IN REAL LIFE *cue incoherent keysmash*. Big Bang sang Tonight! WITHOUT DAE. I HAD SEVERAL TEARY MOMENT ESP WHEN SEUNGRI SANG DAE'S LINES. -___- omg Seungri no! Your voice cannot compete with the trot king! *slapped*
After that they talked a little to the MCs, TOP and Taeyang had a cute moment where they were asked what their favorite Singaporean dish was and Taeyang asked what they recommended IN ENGLISH. I love hearing his English ;~; when the MC said Chili Crab and everyone was getting a little giggly because Chili Crab has become a continuing joke through the night. And then out of the blue Taeyang kinda said Chili Crab over and over in a sing-song voice and broke into a DANCE NUMBER. And then TOP joined him by rapping Chili Crab. WHAT ARE THESE PEOPLE. I was laughing and giggling. And then there was a part when Seungri was asked what he thought about Singapore and he said IN ENGLISH "Singapore is awesome!" cue audience cheer and then he said "Singapore is cool! and ......... AWESOME" I WAS LOL-ING. Seungri had a a momentary blank look on his face. I had known he would fail and be ..... well, Seungri. XD And there was also a part where they asked what Singaporean dish Seungri liked best and he answered "I like Singapore beer" and G-Dragon moved to grab the mic away from him to stop his silliness. LOL TOM&JERRY INTERACTIONS IN FRONT OF MY EYES. *spazz* and Jiyong also said a few lines in English before reverting back to Korean. GD WAAAAAAEEEEEEEEEE I WANT MORE OF YOUR SMOOTH VOICE SPEAKING ENGLISH.
After that, the lights went out and a few moments later STRONG BABY CAME ONE. I SPAZZED. OMG STRONG BABY. Seungri came out and he was all suave and sexy and clapclapclapasifdjqfhquef~ his sexy dance....... his sexy dance omg I can't believe I saw it live. I screamed "LEE SEUNGHYUN~~~" it was daebak. I sang along and even did the choreography for CLAP CLAP CLAP XDXDXD I was turned into an incoherent fangirl goo when he did the kissy sound x3 after Strong Baby, it was What Can I Do! I sang along and I could not take my eyes off this amazing person subhanallah. I sang along and jumped around a little~ XD
After Seungri it was Taeyang!! He sang Where U At and I'll Be There :( No I Need A Girl. So I was less excited because I didn't really like the two songs. He should have sung Superstar or Naman Barabwa. ;~; but songs aside, TAEYANG IS SO FRIGGIN' HANDSOME. SUBHANALLAH! That is all I can say. :") and in the middle of the performance, Taeyang actually took off his red jacket and threw it to the crowd. What. Was. He. Thinking. He wouldn't get his jacket back, that's for sure :P but anyway, without the jacket we could all see his body better so hmmm~~~~~ ;)
After Taeyang came the osm duo GD&TOP! They sang Oh Yeah feat Bom and I was squealing at the GDTOPBOM interactions! I find it cute :3 They also sang Knock Out which was daebak because I could see GD smoothly going up and down the stage in a strangely drunken manner. AND THEN IT WAS HIGH HIGH. I WAS JUMPING AND DANCING AND SINGING AND SCREAMING AND SPAZZING~~~ I was totally out of control LMAO. I danced along with GD&TOP for the HIGH HIGH HIGH HIGH part~ and a little GTOP interaction was cute~ and have I said it was Kwon freakin' Jiyong? I of course screamed out his name. I was really thankful to God for the chance to see him (them too) live.
After the units & solo performances, they came up together again and sang Love Song. It was so epic beautiful. But without Dae.... it was imperfect. Seungri couldn't even hit the notes for Dae's part, or maybe he just forgot he was supposed to sing Dae's lines. I sang along to Ji's chants of I hate this love song. And I also danced a little in which I failed :P
Love Song was over and BigBang went backstage. I collapsed on the chair in sheer happiness. Some people screamed ENCORE! but I was like "what? Can they really do encore?" after a few minutes a voice suddenly came out and asked who do we want to see (I dunno if it were one of the MCs or Ji speaking). The whole stadium chanted "BIGBANG BIGBANG BIGBANG BIGBANG BIGBANG" I teared up a little. Idk why but hearing the chants of BIGBANG echo in the stadium moved me. After a minute or two of chanting BB's name, my mom nudged me and pointed to a depression on the extended stage's floor. They were going to come out from there! And she was right!
Hands Up was their encore song. I jumped up and down and up and down singing HEY~ HO~ HEY~ HO~! XD I raised my hands up of course, and I waved crazily and screamed their names as they danced and sang on the extended stage .... and also the main stage. I was feeling a little mellow knowing that this is the last stage of the night, but I didn't let it bother me because BIGBANG IS RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY EYES~ (excuse this crazy fangirl). When the song was halfway through, the four of them stood on each side of the extended stage and started getting the crowd's tension higher. I was HIGH HIGH because LEE SEUNGHYUN WAS FACING MY SIDE. SEUNGRI. MY BIAS (Ji is also my bias though hahah). I jumped and jumped and waved at Seungri trying hard to get his attention AND I GOT IT. I FREAKING GOT IT. SEUNGRI HAD GRINNED AND WAVED BACK IN MY DIRECTION! I JUMPED AND WAVED AT HIM EVEN MORE ENERGETICALLY LOLOLOL. CAN YOU BELIEVE SEUNGRI WAS WAVING IN MY DIRECTION!!! I WAS TURNED INTO GOO. I COULDN'T EVEN SCREAM HIS NAME BECAUSE I WAS SPEECHLESS. Ya Allah :"""DDD

And really, that concludes the KMW experience. Going home was a bit of a blur because I was still too high. LOL. I was singing High High all the way to the hotel and my feet, arms, body felt like jelly~~~~~ I arrived at the hotel at about 11 PM HAHAHA. OMG~ I didn't take any pictures of videos because I was too busy flailing LOL. I think my mom snapped some pics but I dunno.

There's one thing that got on my nerve at the concert. Each time the MCs introduced the upcoming performers, some people kept shouting BIGBANG! or 2NE1! It annoys me. I was there solely for Big Bang, U-KISS, and FTI but screaming out fandom's name at each of the introduction is just ........ no. I felt kind of sorry for the other groups. And when it was U-KISS's turn and everyone knew it was them who was coming up later, someone behind me yelled BigBang's name. I kind of raged mentally. HELLO. U-KISS IS UP NEXT NOT BIGBANG. SOMEBODY ELSE WANTS TO SEE U-KISS TOO. T______T sorry whoever you are, but I was kinda annoyed as hell. It must've been my fangirl hormones acting up. :3

Kamis, 30 Juni 2011

Rookies

HERE COMES ANOTHER RANT POST OF KPOP IDOLS GOODNESS!!
As y'all k idol lovers, or k idol fans, or k idol watchers out there know about the situation of Idols in Kpop. Eilah bahasanya lol. Yes! I'm talking about the baby boom of K-Idols: rookies!! There has been so many of them popping out and, honestly, I'm getting kinda fed up of rookies. The KPop market is already over-saturated with boybands and girlbands! They don't need no more of them! .... ahem .... maybe I'm being a bit unfair. I'm not saying that those with dreams shouldn't go after those dreams, rather what I'm saying is "please stop being generic and produce something unique".

Ok, let me make one thing clear from the start: 1) I'm just a loud-mouthed KPop fan who doesn't actually understand Korean, 2) I mainly just watch the MVs and listen to the promotional song, 3) I hardly ever truly like girlbands and 4) I don't care for rookies. You can call me anybadthing, but that's just how I am. I don't pay attention to rookies... at least not until they sing a song of epic proportions. Take B2ST for instance. Bad Girl did not impress me at first (although a certain cute blonde boy did) and it wasn't until Shock did I take notice of their music.

Anyhow, there are many rookies who debuted this year and not many of them entered my radar, so I won't be ranting about those who did not catch my attention. I will be ranting in an alphabetical manner about A Pink, B1A4, Block B, Boyfriend, Dal Shabet and X-5. (WARNING: this is a RANT post not a REVIEW post. I'm not reviewing the groups, I'm just stating what I think of them. So this is A SUBJECTIVE POST PEOPLE! lol kea ada yang baca aja)


#1 A PINK
a 7 member girl group from A Cube, a subsidiary company of Cube. When I first heard of A Pink I went like "*groan* not another girl group... they better not be like ***** or ******" (I censored the names out cos I don't wanna bash XD) but yeah, they weren't like that at all. When I saw their debut stage and they sang the first song, I wasn't interested but when they sang I Don't Know ... that was when my interest was piqued. They have a kind of freshness that I like. Their voices are cute, they are pretty (but really, most girls from girlgroup are pretty). They are interesting enough for me to actually want to know their names (and match those names to faces) which is rare, especially if it's a girl group. But, no, I have not learned and remembered their names.

They released several MVs which are I Don't Know, Wishlist and It Girl. In terms of the song: personally, I like Wishlist better than It Girl but so far, my favorite is their debut song I Don't Know. In terms of the Video: I Don't Know wins hands down cos Kikwang is in it and srsly, who can resist the cute-ness and ikemen-ness of the Lee Kikwang? cos I am a biased B2UTY.

Speaking of I Don't Know. Why did this MV attract me so? Because the song is catchy. And A Pink have the cutest voices! Not only that, their choreo is also cute. Here is the video:



This girl group adds another plus point to Cube Entertainment, because so far, I am liking their artists. Though I hope for a more lively and varied MV from A Pink. Because, frankly speaking, Wishlist is so-so and It Girl, even though prettier, is just blah. Nevertheless, I look forward for more songs from this girl group.

#2 B1A4
a 5 member boyband from WM Entertainment. A less-known agency I guess. I wouldn't have listened to them EVER if not for my Nee-chan. She loves the rookies (namely B1A4 and Boyfriend) and she was on a mission to make me like them too. From the two that she showed me, B1A4 was the one that made the bigger impression.

The first time I saw B1A4 was not through the debut MV, but the performance (much like when I did A Pink). I was not excited or pleased to be watching them - remember my lack of interest in rookies? - but as the song progresses I find myself liking it. The chorus is catchy, and I really like the dance move they did for when they sang 'you' and also the dance they did when they sang the bridge. Not only that, I noticed one member that piqued my interest because of his cuteness. So ... yeah, my first impression of B1A4 is a good one.

See, for me, there are those who have "rookie faces" (call me shallow and superficial. Yes, go ahead. Do it.) such as Taemin when SHINee debuted. And I don't like those with "rookie faces" ... well, except for Taemin. This is one of the reasons why I am liking B1A4. They don't have "rookie faces". In fact, I'm quite pleased with them in terms of looks. They have quite the pretty faces! Not only that! Their voices are also very pretty~

So far, they have only released 2 MVs, which are: OK and Only Learned The Bad Things. The second MV, Only Learned The Bad Things, is a slower and less-energetic song if compared to OK - but it's not a lesser song. In fact, I'm really liking both songs! Although, if I had to pick between them, I would choose OK. In terms of song and video OK beats Only Learned The Bad Things. Not only that! I like how they put the members names in the OK video. It kinda introduces the members and makes it easier to remember each members. To be honest, I'm quite confident I can tell who is which member. Here is the video:



This is a great debut song. It showcases their voices and dancing well. But the second MV shows their vocal even more - and there is a particular member whose voice sorta impressed me. Remember the member that I said had piqued my interest because he was cute? It turns out that his name is Sandeul, and it was also his vocals which had impressed me. Figures.

In the end, I'm not going to say that I "like" this group because I still just don't like rookies that much. I'm going to wait until they release more MVs before I decide whether I "like" this group or not.


#3 Block B
a 7 member boyband created by Cho PD under Brand New Stardom. I was actually looking forward to see Block B's (and X-5's) debut song and stage when I watched Music Bank that day. I don't know why but I was kinda anticipating their stage, but I'm sorry to say that I was ... disappointed.

Block B performed Freeze and my first impression of it was not good. Why? Because for me, the song is just so-so. It might be catchy, but ... no. It's just not good enough for me. But their dancing is pretty good, and that was the only silver-lining I saw. I'm sorry if I'm being so cold to this group, but remember that I don't care for rookies.

In short, my first impression of Block B isn't that good. But then I saw that Block B released a new MV, so I decided to check it out and give these guys a second chance. Aaaaaaaaaaand my opinion of them improved! The second song is actually pretty good. Freeze was meh but Tell Them was better. It was upbeat and kinda more cheerful. And after I watched the MV I decided to give Freeze another shot. It was still so-so, but I'm noticing the rapping. And they're good at that. Oh wait, what am I saying? Of course they are good at rapping, they're a hip hop group, are they not? As I was saying, the guy with the dreadlocks - Zico, is it? - has rapping skills. Now that I'm paying more attention, his rapping intrigues me.

In some ways, Block B now reminds me of Big Bang. Mainly it is so because of the rapping. I don't know why but Zico's rap reminds me of GD. I say that as a form of compliment, 'kay?

So my chosen MV for Block B is Tell Them. Here it is:



My best wishes to Block B! I seriously did not like Freeze, but Tell Them really told me that Block B has potential. I look forward though I'm not putting up hope to their next MVs!


#4 Boyfriend
a 6 member boyband from Starship Entertainment. Apparently, the twins are my nephew because my Nee-chan says they are her kids. Yeah, she likes Boyfriend a lot ... unlike me.

I first saw Boyfriend on their Music Bank debut stage. When I first heard their group name, I giggled. I mean, seriously, a boyband named Boyfriend? Pfft. That's cute ... but at the same time it has the WTFsocheesy factor. And guess what! Their debut song is also named Boyfriend! I was lol-ing. And then I saw their stage. Their choreo and dancing was okay - cute even! They were hyper and all over the place, it was entertaining to say the least. The song also may also be addictive, but it lacks a certain .... gist that makes addictive songs addictive.

The MV was ... okay, I guess. They were cute and all, but ... hmm ... they look too much like SHINee for some reason. They have yet to show their vocal prowess. Oh, remember what I said about "rookie faces"? It is in my opinion that Boyfriend has them. Yeah, every member. But there is one member that stood out. Guess who? Minwoo. Yep, I think that guy has potential to be hot. Oh, and I don't know why, but I see a little of Nichkhun in Minwoo.

Surprised that I remember his name? Psh, blame that on my Nee-chan. But I only know Youngmin, Kwangmin and Minwoo. The rest is .... blah. Anyway, here is the MV:



Good luck, my nephews! I hope you grow out of your rookie faces like Taemin did! I look forward to the day when that happens. Love, your aunt.


#5 Dal Shabet
a 6 member girl group created by E-TRIBE under Happy Face Entertainment. I don't have much to say for this group other than: they doesn't suit my taste. I'm sorry, but I just don't like them that much. For me, they just feel like any other k-girlbands.

Dal Shabet debuted with Supa Dupa Diva, and then they released Pink Rocket. I didn't really like Supa Dupa Diva in terms of MV and song. Pink Rocket was ... even more "uhm ... what?" for me. If I had to choose the between the two, I'd pick Supa Dupa Diva. Pink Rocket has a bigger WTF factor with the plants and purple wigs and that random pink monkey-man thing. In both song and MV I'd go with Supa Dupa Diva. So, without further ado here is the video:



Nevertheless, I wish them luck!


#6 X-5
a 5 member boyband from Open World Entertainment. They are the only rookie boyband so far who debuted with a different concept, a much mature one. It fits them. They did not have rookie faces - far from it! And that is one of the reasons I like them.

I first saw them on the debut stage on Music Bank, performing after Block B. I actually preferred their debut stage than Block B's. X-5 performed Fantasy and Don't Put On An Act (or is it The Show is Over? rargh). As for the song, I prefer Don't Put On An Act than Fantasy. Fantasy is just too ... too techno ... yeah, something like that. Don't Put On An Act is actually addictive! And I am also totally liking the dance! Um ... maybe not the entire choreo.

As much as I am liking their debut concept, I also think that it's ... too much for a rookie, newly debuted group. I mean, come on, hip-thrusts on the debut stage? It's just too much. Want to know something more surprising? The oldest of the group was born on 1989 and the youngest is 1995. The age difference is ... large.

Not to mention their debut MV! It was just ... no. I guess X-5 is really daring, having a concept like this for their debut. So, instead of showing their MV, I'm going to embed their performance. Here it is:



X-5 is really something. I'm not saying I "like" them, though. lol. Anyway, I will happily wait for their next MV and song. Btw, doesn't one of the members look like Zhou Mi?

Now, I've ranted about A Pink, B1A4, Block B, Boyfriend, Dal Shabet and X-5. I'm trying to decide which one I like best. Let's see... here goes the rankings!

Favorite Debut MV: OK - B1A4
Favorite Debut Song: OK - B1A4
Favorite Debut Stage: Wishlist & I Don't Know - A Pink
Favorite Debut Choreography: Fantasy & Don't Put On An Act - X-5
Rookie With Potential: Block B
Most Anticipated Career: B1A4


AND THAT WRAPS UP MY ROOKIE RANT!!!!!
And to end this post, what best other than some more rookies? ;)

The rookies that ended up to be one of the most popular and influential boyband in Asia. SAY IT WITH ME, BIGBANG BIGBANG! WE BACK AGAIN ONE MORE TIME SAY NO WAY NO WAY! lol. Big Bang's MV from long ago in the year when they were still rookies A Fool's Only Tears.



There are rookies, and then there are rookies. SHINee will always be my forever rookies. They have grown beautifully to follow in their senpais' footsteps to debut in Japan. The Japanese remake of their debut song, Replay~Kimi wa Boku no Everything~, shows just how much they have grown from cute rookies to hot hallyu stars. And shows you how hot Taemin can be once he shed his rookie face.



Enjoy!

Minggu, 23 Januari 2011

Lights Go On Again

The title has nothing to do with what I'm going to rant about lolz. Ahhh maybe it's gonna be a little bit relevant in some parts, but for the most...... I'm gonna rant about school. :|

DEMI APA UDAH TAHUN 2011?!!!! DAN TAHUN DEPAN ITU KELULUSAN?!?!?! OMMMGGGGG APA NASIB GUUUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.................... *lebay* *depresi*

Madesuuu. Mana kemaren nilai rapot Fisika nya ngepas parah askjhfdakjshf. Aku merasakan monbukagakusho makin menjauh dari pandangan..... TT___TT *overdramatic*

Ya okelah, selagi bikin laporan praktikum Fisika, mari kita nonton iklannya Paradise Ranch *plak* XD



I WANNA WATCH THIS DORAMA~!!! Tapi mungkin aku ga begitu merhatiin jalan ceritanya soalnya aku teralihkan oleh Changmin (x_____x)♥
I'm pretending I didn't see the girl pull at Min's ears and then *gasp* kiss him :P

I'm looking forward to see Changminnie act!! Dari potongan2 scene ini dia keanya lucu banget *insert keysmash* and.... what was that I see? Changmin ngajarin ceweknya main gitar? Dia udh selesai belajar? wkwkkw *tabok* XD

Oiya, aku tadi stalker-in channelnya SME dan ternyata ada Eng Sub nya interview HoMin woot!!!! *telat*


MIAPE SME MASANG ENGSUB LAWLZ. JAP SUB I UNDERSTAND, BUT ENGLISH? OH LOLZ YAY SME :DDD

Well that's all for now.
Oh, and ykw? JAPANESE CLUB ROCKS!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDD the 10th grader rocks too!!! It's funn!!! Much more productive than last year when our discussion mainly revolves around hentai *gasp* XD

Senin, 22 November 2010

summary of the last few days

DAMN YOU BLOGSPOT.
er, actually it was my fault. But all the same.. I'm pissed T___T

Udah panjang-panjang nge rant elah malah ke apus dan ilang hiksu hiksu T_____T

udah ga napsu ah nulis tentang remed matematika dan tugas numpuk.

Pengen fangirling aja deh T___T oke, sekilas aja tentang RL ku.

Matematika, remed. Tugas B Indo, numpuk. Drama B Inggris, Joe Jonas (LOL NO xD).
Matematika aku remed bab yang sebenernya ga perlu remed. Hhh, sial banget nih aku ga ngerti kombinasi dan permutasi hiksu hiksu. Someone teach me~~~~~ hahaha. Kalo math ku gini mulu.... mobukagakusho......... *menerawang ke kejauhan*

Trus tugas B Indo. Resensi ku sepertinya 1/3 jadi.... tapi lagi ga nafsu nerusin *plak*. Trus bikin surat itu. Trus essay tentang nilai-nilai dalam novel terjemahan dan non terjemah. Ckckckck. Yang essay udah aku cicil lagi sih kemaren... tapi ga banyak. *plak lagi*

Kemaren sih aku kebanyakan fangirling. Hahahaha seharian deh tuh fangirling.

Nonton ulang acara-acara SJM. Sumpah bikin ngakak!!! xDDDD SO MANY SIHAN *dies* I need a daily fix of SiHan goodness!! I miss Hannie with Siwon ;_____; SiHan adalah pairing (selain OhMiya) yang aku suka! Aku sebenernya ga begitu suka pairing antar member, tapi SiHan dan OhMiya adalah exception! xD YunJae? Biasa aja. Hahaha.
Serius deh, nonton acara SJM tuh bener-bener penghibur. Ngakak parah depan laptop xD

Trus aku juga sempet memperdalam 2AM. JO KWON AND HIS KKAB. Y U SO PHAIL? dan Lee Joon. Poor guy. ROFL. Aku gatau mau malu malu malu atau ngakak ngakak ngakak nonton Jo Kwon's kkab. LOL. I'm so embarassedddddd.
Tapi aku belom sempet memperdalam tentang Changmin dan Jinwoon. Sigh.

Oiya. EMANG FT ISLAND KE SINI?!?! KONSER?!??!?! and on top of that, the rumor that 2AM is also coming here. I NEED MONEY. TT____TT

ahdshdjdks. Kemaren aku nonton ulang THSK History in Japan Vol. 4. Changminnie is so presh.

Mamah juga ikut nonton. Tapi dia kerjanya mencela mulu jadi yah gitu hahaha. Pokoknya aku mau beli DVD Secret Code Live in Tokyo Dome dan nonton bareng dia! Biar dia liat the awesomeness of Asia's vocal powerhouse, TVfXQ! xDDDDDD tapi harusnya sih nonton Love In The Ice pas concert T. Itu di sana suara mereka bener-bener keliahat awesome nya. (tik, udah deh)

Oke. Sepertinya THSK sudah menjadi makanan sehari-hari jiwa fangirl ku HAHA.

I guess that's all?
A video to share! (aside from that lulz-worthy fail-fest kkab-ness of the kkab-king Jo Kwon)
See the awesomeness of the B2STly boys! xD
BREATHE IN BREATHE OUT,



oya,
look at me at my birthday with the gals (and guy) ♥
Photobucket

Minggu, 22 Agustus 2010

Share The Good Times!

........ serem. Tadi laptopku kayak aneh gitu.... aku takut crash lagi :"(

Aku memang pengrusak barang elektronik!! BB udah crash berapa kali coba? Trus yang kemaren kejadian laptop crash, itu udah kedua kalinya!! T_T

Masa aku baru bangun? Tidur abis dzuhur trus barusan bangun hahaha -_-; bener-bener parah. Aku aja ga kebangun pas papahku pergi *sigh* berasa kebo banget. Sumpah tadi itu kea bener-bener pingsan udah ga ngerti ape aja yang terjadi, gila abis.

Trus trus, beberapa hari yang lalu, aku tidur siang, eh mimpi. Mimpinya asik gitu. Indah, sangat indah. Kan aku saking terkesannya sama mimpi itu aku nge-tweet gini: "Mimpi aneh tapi sgt indah... Ahhh subhanallah, alhamdulillah, paling engga yang ga mungkin di kehidupan nyata bisa aku rasakan di mimpi."

Eh tiba-tiba si Tisa nanya: ciee mimpi apaan tuh, Tik? trus dijawab ma Merry---dia frontal gitu!!!! PADAHAL APA YANG DIA OMONGIN JUGA GA ADA BENERNYA, ehhhhh dia nyebut nama orangnya WTH O________O;; sama kayak pas di MSN waktu itu, frontalnya ga nahan!!! :"( ..................jadi inget kejadian sama Balqis.... frontal-frontal an di PM eh kebaca sama si Afif (ya iyalah kebaca, publik gitu ah bedon HAHAHAH). Tapi untung kemaren ga ada orang lain yang nyaut, ampe ada .... aku ..... aku lompat dari lantai 11 -_-"

Abis itu bukannya kenapa-kenapa si Merry malah tambah frontal!! Dia nyebut-nyebut si 'itu' (ceilah si itu xD). Tapi masih mending sih diplesetin kalo engga......... what the ftisland banget x_______x

Lalu 2 hari yang lalu, setelah sahur saya tidur lagi dan mimpi juga. Ada si aman di mimpi!! Sumpah antar ajaib, aneh, dan super duper menyenangkan. Aku mimpi jalan bareng ama gituuu~~~ mungkin aku mimpi gitu gara-gara si Merry salah denger aku ngomong, dia kira aku diajak jalan sama aman :/

Oiya, masa kan 3 hari yang lalu Nenek ku dateng dari Surabaya bareng sepupuku. Trus trus masa Nenek ku ngomong gini:

Nenek: "Ade sama Dimas tinggian siapa? Sama ya?"
Sepupuku: "Oh engga! Tinggian aku."
Aku: "..........." (dalam hati: sial -_-)

iya deh iya, Mas. Pffftt padahal dulu tinggi kita sama!! Aku cebol -_-;


...........


Trus.... trus ..... tadi pagi aku sempet download scan nya AnAn nya Jaejoong. GA! Aku ga ngeliatin isinya apa! Ntar batal pula puasanya :PP sekarang pengen buka soalnya udah buka puasa *ditabok*!! *ngubek-ngubek folder* KYAAAAAAAAAAAA JAEJOONG!!! ♥ ♥ ♥ <--- teriakan fangirl
Unyuuuuu (wth unyu -_-) Jaejoong ganteng parah, subhanallah Maha Sempurna Allah, Dia telah menciptakan seseorang seganteng Jae~~~! Hahahhahaha saya sedang bersyukur kepada Allah SWT x3
tapi sayang, AnAn nya Jaejoong ga se-scandalous AnAn nya Sho atau Toma ;_____; Tapi aku juga setuju sih Jae photoshoot nya ga kea Sho, kalo terlalu gitu entar jadi ga bagus. Bagusan Jae yang kea gini, simpel gitu dan ga terlalu revealing ♥


Oke stop.
Aku posting video perf mereka yang Share The World! dan Doushite Kimi wo Suki ni Natte Shimatta'n Darou? pas The Secret Code Live Tour di Tokyo Dome. IHHH PENGEN NONTON LIVE!! *telat abis*

Sabtu, 14 Agustus 2010

dreams grow under the moon light

HALOOOOOOOO
MAIGAATTTTT DAH LAMA GA POST DI SINI SAMBIL MENCURAHKAN ISI HATI ATAU PAKE BAHASA INDONESIA. GO INDONESIA YEEEEYYYY *disumpel*
Sorry, lagi sarap -_-

Iya nih mau numpang curhat.
Tapi curhat apa ya? Aku lupa mau curhat apa (lah)

Sekarang lagi puasa nih, jadi ga bisa yang aneh-aneh hehehe (emang yang aneh-aneh tuh apaan? hahaha). Anyway, iya gabisa ngapa-ngapain. Aku takut baca fanfic soalnya... ya ehem (NO BUKAN BERARTI SAYA BACA YANG ANEH-ANEH O_O;;). Ga gitu juga sih, aku lagi males aja baca fanfic gatau deh. Aku juga aga takut nonton video fandom. Why? Takut mabok dalam kemeriahan boyband (whut xD). Tapi tetep aja sih, kalo aku lagi bosen mengendap gitu di rumah, aku akhir-akhirnya nontonin video SuJu kek THSK kek apakeeeekkk. Abisnya, ga bisa nonton Fairy Tail ataupun DGM soalnya ga ada VLC Player *nangis di pojokan*

Hahahaha istighfar, saya udah tambah ga jelas dalam kurun waktu beberapa bulan ini *loncat-loncat depan tv*

Banyak nih happenings, selain puasa, of course.
Kemaren aku telah sedang membicarakan soal masa depanku (topik yang aga mengerikan, tapi tetep aja mesti dihadapi *keringat dingin*). No, aku ga mau ngebahas di sini, thank you very much. Sudah cukup aku curahkan hati di LJ. (lah emang aku nyurahin apa di eljay? -_-).
Trus ada lagi nih temenku, yang sedang berada dalam sebuah cinta segitiga. Hahh, alhamdulillah aku engga. Aku cuman mengarungi lautan one-sided love (puah! jijay ah xD).
Dan akhir-akhir ini keluar gen depresi ku, bersama dengan gen cewekku. eughhhhhh. Tobat deh aku ==. Oiya kegilaanku juga keluar. Kegilaan pas jaman-jaman obsessive possessive sama fandom. LOL. Si Merry shock pas dapet glimpse kegilaanku kemaren XD sorry ya Mer! Lupakan saja itu pernah terjadi, saya bersyukur sudah waras sekarang hyahahahhahaha XD

.....
hahhhh, ngomongin itu aku jadi kangen jaman-jaman obsessive possessive sama fandom. Yah antar kangen sama bersyukur masa itu sudah lewat. Aduuhhhh malu aku kalo inget lagi hahahah xDD tapi itu jaman-jaman asoy. :)
HAAHAHHA jaman pas obsessive possessive ma Kpop itu lebih gila lagi. INGET BANGET REBUTAN IDOL SAMA BALQIS & YAYA. HAHAHHAHAHAHA AMPUN DAH!!!! *ngakak sampe jatoh dari kursi*

Yah, tapi bagemanepun juge, tetep aja masih ada pecahan-pecahan personality ku yang obsessive possessive masih tersisa. Apalagi kalo udah ngomongin Beijing Fried Rice (baca: Han Geng). Wuiihhhhh parah dah parah. Aku TOBAT IH x________x
Alhamdulillah, udah waras sekarang. Ga usah takut ya sama saya (LMAO WOOT XD).

Oke, cukup deh nulis-nulis ga jelas mencurahkan isi hati (eeuuugghhh xD). Lanjut ke hal-hal yang lebih ringan nan gembira~~~!

Aku baru ngebaca translate-an lagu Bolero nya THSK. LOL. Aku kan awalnya ga suka, jadi baru sekarang aja suka. Pengen posting deh di sini hihihihi.



闇に浮かぶ 月のステージに
踊る君を 夢見たんだ

深い深い 胸の傷を
一つ一つ 背負わないで

誰も君を 責めやしない 
君は君で いればいいさ

On the moon stage that floats in the darkness
I had a dream of you dancing there

The deep, deep wound of your heart
Don't bear them all one by one

Nobody will blame you
It's okay to be who you are


聞かせて 愛しく儚く
つま先で 奏でるボレロ

舞い上がれ 君の悲しみも
癒される場所に 着けるさ

Let me hear the melody of the lovely, fragile ballerina
that is played by your tiptoes

Fly up! Your sadness will also
find a place to be healed


暗い部屋の中
満たされる想い
窓から溢れ
夢が募る

月明かりの下
かもしゃらに希望の リズムを 刻む
夢が募る

Inside the dark room
The satisfying feelings
overflow from the window of the heart
Dreams grow
under the moon light

You frantically engrave the rhythm of hope
Dreams grow


君が君らしいのは 自由に羽ばたくから
誰も知ることのない 答え探して

You seem to be yourself
You flap your wings freely
And search for the answer that no one will ever know


聞かせて 愛しく儚く
つま先で 奏でるボレロ

舞い上がれ 君の悲しみも
癒される場所に 着けるさ

Let me hear the melody of the lovely, fragile ballerina
that is played by your tiptoes

Fly up! Your sadness will also
find a place to be healed


Oh~~
Let you dance away.
Don't you know yeah~~
I'll stand by your side ~
Ah~~
Fly away Fly away Fly away fly to the top ~
Fly forever ~
yeah~~


いつまでも(君を照らし 続けるよ)
見守るよ(君の愛すべき未来を)

どこにでも(僕は願い 続けるよ)
守るから

Forever I will continue to illuminate you
I will watch over your future

No matter where you go
I'll continue to wish for you
Because I'll protect


聞かせて 眩しく切なく
情熱で 煌くボレロ

君は決して ひとりじゃないから
命の限り 舞い上がれ
君の居場所は ここにある

Let me hear the dazzling, heart-rending ballerina that shines by passion
The song of joy

You're never alone, so
Fly up with all your life's strength
Your place is here.

Senin, 12 Juli 2010

Back To School

Yep, holiday is over and we're back to school! ..... Well, I am, anyway.

Aga serem sih nih kelas 11, mana pada pisah-pisah pula!!! T_T huuu. Tapi ya sudahlah, terima apa adanya saja wkwkwk~

Gurunya ada yang ganti ada yang sama, sementara ini semua guru yang masuk kelas pada beda dari kelas 10. Guru Bio ganti, udah bukan bapak itu tapi jadi ibu itu. Menurutku sih oke aja~ kelihatannya belajar bersama ibu itu lebih menarik~ :)Guru Bahasa Arab sama Al-Qur'an ganti. No comment deh. Guru Math juga ganti. No comment juga soalnya emang ga ada komen. *paansih*

Aku ngambil duduk paling depan, seperti biasa. Dan aku juga udah nge-tag tempat duduknya Anggita ahahahaha. Duduk deket Secha juga.

SEDIH GA SEKELAS SAMA BALQIS, MERRY, TISA D"""": tapi okelah, aku terima sajeeee~~~~~~ ^^

Aku masih belom bisa beradaptasi sih sama kelas baru. Rasanya gimanaaaa gitu. Belom ......... pas aja. Kalo X2 kan keanya udah comfortable gitu, kalo IA1 .......... ya kita tunggu kapan jadi comfortable nya aje, if ever -_-;

Btw aku lagi suka-sukanya nih sama Fairy Tail ehehehe XD
sementara ini dari kemaren ngedengerin Ft. sama Snow Fairy mulu :OOO

Jumat, 18 Juni 2010

untitled cos I'm un-creative

hiya friends!
I'm back for more ranting! xD
and excuse my exaggerations, I'm feeling especially stressed cheery today (not that I'm usually demure and quiet hohhohhohhohhohho)

aaaaaaaaaannnddddd TOMORROW IS JUDGEMENT DAY YAY XD
BUT I PREFER GRAVE OF MARIA THAN JUDGEMENT *slapped* no, that was a lame joke. In case ya didn't know, "Judgement" and "Grave of Maria" is General Cross's 2 Innocence :)

I think I should update my Lang-8 journal... it's about time I test my skills in Japanese! HAHAHA (what skills exactly? -__-;)

You can see my failed attempts at learning Japanese and the link on my Learning Blog tee hee~

Rabu, 16 Juni 2010

what happened here??!

What happened to blogspot????
I mean WOW O.O;

the designs are much cooler than before! It's really neat! *grins grins*

it's the holidays bb! I'm getting my report card next saturday, I do pray I'm going to 11th grade next month :D

anyway, I really have to get on with my translation work...

but oh man! there's interesting stuffs going on in the fandom world!
TOP is releasing a solo album is he? And I heard Jay Park is collaborating with B.O.B?
SS3 will be held in Singapore... that sucks. SINGAPORE IS ONLY 2-3 ISLANDS AWAY FROM JAKARTA. SUPER JUNIOR COME HERE PLZ. :""""(
speaking of SM, SHINee! new mv! yay! I hope it's something like their debut song, cos Noona Neomu Yeppeo is awesome!!! :P

FMA HAS ENDED WOOT. *runs into a dank corner and cries*
ENDED ENDED ENDED I'VE ONLY JUST BEGUN TO BE ENTRANCED BY ANIMANGA FANDOM TT_TT if DGM is going to end any time soon I'll throw myself of a cliff so that Lavi can catch me at the bottom. Speaking of DGM, I have only just noticed the slight romantic undertone between Lavi and Lenalee.... :'| Hoshino-senseeeeeeeeei

Naruto finally met his mother!! Kushina!!!!
I'm surprised how similar Kushina is to Sakura!! I have a feeling Kishi-sensei is rooting for NaruSaku---but that's okay, as long as it isn't SasuSaku -___- AND COME ON KISHI, MAKE SASUHINA CANON YEAH. *slapped*
The "ttebane" and "ttebayo" is making me laugh so hard hahahahaha.
I loved the mother-son interactions! I'll be waiting for the father-son interaction in the 4th movie :D

I'M STILL IN A DGM FEVER!!!! LAVI ♥ KANDA ♥ ALLEN ♥ :333333 *slapped*

Jumat, 28 Mei 2010

it is like that it is like this and whut?

Judul ga jelas. Biarin aje dah uhuy.
kali ini dapet libur 3 hari soalnya tanggalan merah! Yoeee~~
Yah sebenernya kalo mau dibilang liburan juga ga bisa... lebih tepatnya 'belajar di rumah' MAEM TUH BELAJAR AUIEhdeuiHEIUFH. -.-;

deh biar ga stress dan jadi keysmashing molok pasang lagu ah... Aniragie by 2AM.

Okeh curhat neh.
GELA seminggu kemaren isinya ulangan tiap hari!! capek mental dan jiwa!! (ga ada beda, trus maksudnnya apa? -.-) pokoknya capek deh, poll! kemaren ulangan listrik. Trus terima nilai Fisika yang Perpindahan Kalor. Jijayus najus CUMAN SALAH SATU BOOOK. COBA KALO KESALAHAN YANG SATU ITU BENER AKU BISA DAPET SERATUS *nangis bombay* yasudahlah, yang sudah terjadi sudah terjadi.

Trus trus aku gedek sendiri sama nilai kimia ku. Sebenernya aku udah seneng alhamdulillah bersyukur gitu deh pas pertama kali denger nilaiku. Ya lumayanlah, even though I would have prefered getting something higher than my current grade. Trus malem-malemnya aku nanya nilai the other anime otaku (ya I've become an anime otaku know, I admit it, jangan protes XP) DAN AKU KESEL DIA DAPETNYA A PERFECT SCORE auHIHIYECIdhcjsbjbd. Oke, I won't hate others because of the good things that were bestowed upon them, but I really really really would have loved getting a perfect score on the chemistry test *sobs* I mean, if he could get the perfect score, why can't I? *kata-kata motivasi* HUAHAHAUAHUAHUAHHAHAHAHA XDDDDD

dia pinter banget sih, ngomongnya males belajar eh nilainya gemilang auhdiuhdief.
um ya ok, berhenti di situ.

DAN MASA AKU REMED SEJARAH. SEJARAH GETO!!! SARAP APE?!?! MALU-MALUIN AJA. *sembunyi di balik batu sambil meratapi nasib yang malang ini*

.... oke, mungkin aku lagi nulis blog ini sambil OD nasi goreng yak? Kok aku sarap gini sih nulisnya mwahahaha.

Ganti lagu deh jadi The One I Love - Super Junior KRY.

aku pengen main ke rumahnya Memes lagi!! Dan juga ke rumahnya Balqis!! Huhuhuhu. PENGEN JALAN BARENG MERRY, BALQIS, TISA, YAYA LAGI. *orang stress* emang aku pernah jalan bareng kemana? paling waktu itu doang berlima ke rumah merry.

Yaudah deh ya, aye mau mencoba ngerjain pr dulu. Mata ne!

Minggu, 11 April 2010

Holiday that's not a Holiday

Setiap liburan pasti gini.
Bosen.
Bosen.
Bosen.

*double click icon windows media player*
*browse lagu*
*double click Go!! - FLOW*
*volume up*

Isn't there anything better to do? Oh, but there are ... lots and lots of stuff to do. In Al-Azhar, the term 'holiday' translates to 'studying at home'. Therefore, there no real holiday ('cept if you count weekends).
The teachers gave us students loads to do on this week-long *bunny fingers* holiday. There are those maths Matrix papers, physics, that troublesome interview for economics... have I missed any other holiday work?

*lagu ganti jadi Innocent Sorrow - Abingdon Boys School*

I have worked on Math home...er...holiday work bit by bit, though I have not touched Physics nore Economics yet. How am I able to get that interview done if I don't even know on which friggin group I'm on (lol that was an unnecessarily harsh word). In short, I wouldn't be able to get it done even if I wanted to (not that I don't want to).
I'm practicing my English here. I'd like to perfect it every ways I can. And also, I'd really like to learn more about Japanese.

*lagu ganti jadi Uso - SID*

This *another bunny fingers* holiday I plan to devote myself to my growing number of anime fandoms. I really need to finish watching Code Geass and FMA: Brotherhood. And then there's D.Gray-Man that needs catching up. What else .... oh yeah, I reaally need to start reading Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle cos I like xxxHolic or something or other. And then Merry also said that I have to watch Darker than Black cos it's a good anime.

*lagu ganti jadi SNOW KISS - Nirgilis*

I'm really liking D.Gray-Man, I wonder why. And lately I've been ... slightly abandoning Bleach *kicked*. But I've been very updated on Naruto. I guess I like those 3 because it contains humor :)
eehhh... FMA have also been slightly abandoned. That is mostly because Kino isn't selling volume 17 and 19 and 20. Speaking of Kino... they are selling DGM manga with prices that are a little higher that normal -____- usually there's a differentiation of prices between volumes of the same series, but noooo, not with DGM! SUCKS.

*lagu ganti Trust You - Yuna Ito*

SasuHina is still my OTP, and so is ShiHan (although HanChul had managed to sneak into my brain while I was unawares). I really can't say that I like any of the canon pairings. I approve of NaruSaku, but it doesn't mean that I like them. I don't like any particular pairings in Bleach (I approve of IchiRuki). I like RoyRiza though ... but then again I don't google fanpics and/or fanfics of 'em (not that I read fanfics of ShiHan----only that one awesome fic).

*lagu ganti jadi Ketsui no Asai ni - Aqua Timez*

About DGM ... I still don't see any canon/fanon pairings I like. I am ... a bit against AllenLenale for reasons that I myself can't fathom. Although I have developed a liking towards Lavi *heart-shaped eyes*, Miranda, Kanda, Allen, Tyki, and Road. But ... no, no pairings for now. Which reminds me, I am not yet interested in the world of DGM fanfics ... that goes for FMA and Pandora Hearts.

*lagu ganti jadi Me - Super Junior M*

... THIS SONG IS GOING TO MAKE ME SHED SOME TEARS. T_____T
Poor Hannie! Poor Henry bb!! Poor Mi Mi!! Poor SJM!! What will Henry & MiMi do, now that Hannie is leaving SME and therefore making SJM disband. AWH DARNIT. SJM is my favorite sub-group of Super Junior! I might even say that I like SJM better than SJ!! *slapped* excuse me, but I am extremely SJM-biased.

*lagu ganti jadi Ring Ding Dong - SHINee*

well, it's late. Gotta go catch some shut eye.
Oyasumi nasai!

Sabtu, 13 Februari 2010

Weekend!

akhirnya ya Allah ada waktu buat istirahat -_-'

minggu ini ga bagus. Ga bagus!!
Aku ga suka sama yang namanya pelajaran Bahasa Indonesia. Paan tuh! Orang kita setiap hari bicara pake b indo kenapa mesti pake dipelajarin lagi?!?!?? EEUUUGGGHH. Dari pada b indo mending b inggris dah!! Mendingan juga bahasa Jepang yak? wkwkwk~ xD

Hihihi ekskul bahasa Jepang menjadi kegiatan penghibur di penghujung minggu. Walaupun dia menjadi pelepas setres, sisi negatifnya ialah membuatku tambah menyerong -_____-

hentainya ga nahan cuuuyyy~~
aku jadi ngerti berbagai hal yang seharusnya aku belom tau, euwah ampun tobat dah saya.

yasudahlah percakapan beralih ke yang lain :)
daftar komik yang mau dibeli!!! TTT.TTT

1. Pandora Hearts (zomg mau beli yang no 5!!)
2. Fullmetal Alchemist
3. Bakuman (zomg mana 7th volume!!)
4. Bleach (zomg harganya masih mahal!!!)
5. Naruto
6. Kimi ni Todoke (zomg shoujou!)

shock ga kalo aku baca shoujou? Yagalah ya orang aku cewek hahahaha! Tapi aku aga males sih ya baca Shoujou.... kenapa? Gambar cowoknye ga ada yang ganteng!! *dibantai*
hahaha gadeng.
soalnya aku gabisa bedain antara karakter yang ini sama karakter yang itu. Semuanya keliatan ... the same gitu deh :/ tapi shoujou yang aku pernah baca sih cuman Kimi ni Todoke, HanaKimi, HanaDan doang. (no offense ya buat semua penyuka Shoujou manga, dan juga mangaka shoujou)

Hahahaha, mungkin aku mesti baca manga shoujou yang lainnya kali ya? Hmmm ada yang mau recommend manga shoujou yang bagus?
Aku denger denger sih SkipBeat bagus ya?

...
aku heran.
kenapa ya aku suka banget sama SasuHina... :/

tapi aku ga heran kenapa aku suka banget sama Hinata :) tapi yang bikin shock ialah kenapa si Asai bisa langsung tau alasan kenapa aku suka Hinata :x

Sabtu, 30 Januari 2010

JA to the PAN

O-hisashiburi desu!
Mina-san, o-genki desu ka.

Udah lama banget ga nulis di blog ini hihihi~
kemaren pas ekskul Jepang aku baru belajar kalo udah pake 'desu ka' ga usah pake tanda tanya :)

igh, ekskul Jepang apaan tuh?! Sebenernya belajar ape belajar coba. Anak-anak muridnya kerjanya ngelawak mulu (yah yang kakak kelas cowok sih, kalo kakak kelas cewek anteng, kalo kelas 10 nya gila sendiri di belakang XD), mana gurunya juga ga beres! *ditimpuk sendal sama Luki-san*
いやぁ、冗談ですよ (笑)
気にしないでください

Tapi seru juga sih ekskul Jepang huwahahaha
Kemaren si Tisa diculik, dipaksa ikut Jepang sama aku sama Asai wkwkwkwk~!

DO YOU KNOW? (tiba2 jadi inget lagunya Enrique Iglesias yang Ping Pong Song xD) aku kemakan iklaan aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Aku akhir-akhir ini nontonin S.E.O.U.L SONG mulu jadi pengen ke Korea trus mampir ke semua tempat yang ada di MV itu!!!!!!!!! Korban iklan banget ga sih? *wajah memelas*



QHYUN'S VOICE *spazz* *ditabok*
ya suaranya Kyuhyun enak banget seriusan. Seriusaaann!! Aku dengerinnya tuh ampe uuuuhhhhh I got goosebumps listening to his voice!! ♥

...

yowes posting-posting random mvs just because I want to XD

Step and Go! - Arashi


Again - YUI

ホゼマヌエル MySpace Video


OIYAA
Breakout - Tohoshinki

breakout breakout!! ♥ single baru Tohoshinki hihihi~

dannn
the special video that is breaking my heart..


BECAUSE I WANT HAN GENG BACK.
FOREVER13+2 ♥ ♥ D"""""""":

but well, I can't protest if he leaves SJ because SM is treating him inhumanly :(

Jumat, 01 Januari 2010

来年も...

2010!!!
....
biasa aja xD cuman yang bikin aku kesel itu pas tadi malem, aku kan bangun ampe jam 12 ngobrol sama Balqis, trus pas jam 12-an kita udah selesai tuh ngobrol. Trus kan aku mau tidur, eh tiba-tiba.........PADA NYALAIN KEMBANG API. PARAH. Ribut banget serius deh!!! Kea semua tetangga tuh nyalain kembang api terus-terusannn!!! Aku ga bisa tidur sumpah rame!! Baru bisa jam 1-an ==; setres kagak seh?!?!?! Pada ga ngerti apa kalo mau tidur?? Hahahaha xD

okay..
I have only one wish, that in 2010 I will be a better person for my family, friends, and ... well, everyone :)

okeeee lanjuutttt!! Sumpah tadi pagi aku dikagetin, tiba-tiba Twitter allkpop tulisannya: "TVXQ has officially disbanded?" D: beberapa menit kemudian omonatheydidn't ngetweet BAHWA SEMUA ITU BO'ONG. OHMAIGAAAATTT BIKIN JANTUNGAAANN!!!! ==; dasar neh media kagak bisa dipercaya. TAPI AMIN DAH TOHOSHINKI KAGAK BUBAR.

oke oke lanjut lagi! Sebenernya aku pengen ngomongin dorama Korea yang aku baru mulai tonton tadi pagi padahal udah seminggu beli xD

Itu loh, dorama You're Beautiful! Yang A.N.JELL itu. Gatau, awalnya aku kurang tertarik gimanaaaa gitu, tapi kan heboh tuh di LJ. Akhirnya aku beli, tapi tetep males nontonnya! Abisnya ga ada SJ ato Tohoshinki!! *dihajar*

Maka dari itu, akhir-akhir ini di TV sering diputer mv F.T. Island yang I Hope. Lagunya enak, serius! Yauwes, mari sini tak postkan...






See??? Enak kahhhn!! -------- oke, back to what I was saying. Aku jadi suka banget sama nih lagu dan aku jadi tertarik sama F.T. Island! (mungkin berpengaruh juga karena vokalis-nya cute dan drummer nya cakep lol *dijambak*) Nah, karena aku denger-denger nih dorama ada anggota F.T. Island yang mainin, aku coba nonton aja.

Lalu..... UWOOO PELM NYA KOCAK PARAH!! XD dan seperti ada namjja yang amit-amit ada juga yang kkot mi nam :P aku tuh sebelnya kenapa si cewek jadiannya ama yang amit-amit/ngeselin. Pfft! Ga cuman di dorama ini aja!! Di berbagai dorama yang lain juga! Sebagai contoh: BBF - kenapa Jandi ga sama Jihoo aje??, Hana Kimi - kan mantepan Nakatsu daripada Sano, HYD - ga usah di tanya deh orang mendingan Rui daripada Domyouji!!

Kenapa si Go Mi Nam malah sama Tae Kyung? Kenapa ga sama Shin Woo atau Jeremy aja?? Eh yaudah deh engga juga gapapa, biar Shin Woo & Jeremy sama aku ROFLMAO *dihajar massa* jk! Awalnya mamahku suka nonton dorama ini (baca: aku paksa biar suka), pas dia liat Tae Kyung dia ilfil, trus tiba-tiba Shin Woo dateng dia gajadi ilfil, eh tiba-tiba Tae Kyung muncul lagi MAMAHKU NGABUR DARI KAMARKU "gamau ah, orangnya jelek!" LMAO. NGAKAK PARAH.



ahh aku jadi suka sama ini dorama! dan aku jadi suka sama Hongki xD uuhhhh Jeremy kocak banget sih ♥

Senin, 21 Desember 2009

Fighting Dreamers!

Hulaaaaa aku akhirnya keluar dari Hiatus!!! Yah paling engga diusahakan keluar lah wkwkwk xD

UlSem akhirnya selesaaaaaaii dan sekarang libur!!! :D :D tapi gila aku libur bosen di rumah huweeeks. Makanya kan rencananya aku sama Memes ke rumahnya Nee-chan buat nonton Yatterman mumpung aku lagi bisa nih!! Tapi ternyata si Balqis ga bisa dan si Memes ga ada kabar. Bzt gondok parah!! Padahal jarang-jarang aku bisa pergi-pergi!! ==;



“Kau sebaiknya lebih cepat, Gokudera,” ujar Yamamoto, “siapa tahu Hibari kembali lebih cepat dari biasanya.”

“Iya iya …” gumam Gokudera yang berkonsentrasi untuk mempercepat pekerjaannya itu.

Selang beberapa menit akhirnya Gokudera pun selesai dan ia bertanya kepada Yamamoto, “sekarang, dimana kita bersembunyi?”

“Sebaiknya di lemari di belakang kursi Hibari-san saja, dengan begitu sumbu petasan tidak perlu begitu panjang dan kita bisa langsung kabur ke luar pintu jika Hibari-san memergoki kita.”

Kemudian Gokudera bergumam tentang sesuatu yang berhubungan dengan kata ‘kabur’ dan ‘jendela’. Yamamoto tidak menghiraukannya dan tidak mengomentarinya. Ia hanya bergegas masuk ke dalam lemari kosong di belakang kursi Hibari. Ketika Gokudera ikut masuk ke dalam lemari itu, Yamamoto bersyukur kepada Tuhan ia dan Gokudera cukup kurus karena ternyata lemari tersebut sangat sempit dan mereka pun berdesak-desakan di dalam lemari itu.

Yamamoto lalu menutup pintu lemari itu, hanya meninggalkan sedikit celah untuk mengawasi ruangan Komite Kedisiplinan itu. Karena pintu lemari di tutup suasananya menjadi gelap dan Yamamoto merasa tidak nyaman berdesakan dengan Gokudera.

“Jangan pernah bilang siapa-siapa kalau aku pernah terjepit di sini bersamamu.” Bisik Gokudera
yang terlihat marah.


yaa itu potongan salah satu bagian dari penpik nekat ku. Kenapa aku tulis di sini? Karena aku narsis!!! Wkwkwkw galah. Karena aku lagi ga ada ide buat bikin fanfic lagi. And no, fanfic KHR ini non yaoi. Non shou-ai. SAYA lagi SUKA SAMA HET. WHAHAHAHAHAH~

FLOW - GO!!


hmm aku cuman mau ngelepas stress aja nulis di sini wkwkwk.
'til next time! :D

Selasa, 08 Desember 2009

Colors ~Melody & Harmony~

Yo, what's up?

Huwahuwahuwa, besok udah mulai semesteran aja. Perasaan baru bentar dah di kelas 10, kok sekarang udah mau Semester 2 aja ya?! Ckckckck.

Tau ga sih? Aku dari kemaren itu bawaannya tiduuuuuurrrrr mulu! Masa pas pelajaran B Indo aku ketiduran trus ketahuan gurunya! Wkwkwkwkwk~ tapi untung Pak Fay itu baik hati hahahaha. Trus tadi siang pas..ehem..kultum aku juga ketiduran! Gyaaaahhhh *dibantai guru* maap maap... so sorry! Sumpah ga bisa ditahan aku pules tidur hahaha.

Daaaan, SBM (seni budaya musik) ada tugas mainin alat musik melodis! Dan yah... sumpah udah lama aku ga mainin gitar aku keanya udah lupa dah hahahahahaha. Jadi akhirnya, aku mainin keyboard. Dan itu aku mesti belajar dari NOL!! Maklumm, aku kan ga bisa main musik hihihihi.

Ya akhirnya thanks to Memes aku lumayan lah ngerti. Jadi I decided to play Tohoshinki's Stand By U, because it was the easiest one I came across. Well, Arashi's Truth was easier, but it was...well very fast. I don't think I'll be able to keep up to the tempo.

Tapi sepertinya aku cuman bisa intro sama reff nya aja deh hahaha.


Tohoshinki - Stand By U



tapi itu pun baru tangan kanan and setengah tangan kiri! Bleh, aku puyeng ama ni mata pelajaran T.T ceehh.

Btw hari ini keluar hasil psikotes! Wkwkwwk~ ternyata memang aku anaknya aneh!! Ahahahaha xD Ah sudahlah, aku lagi pengen sharing-sharing stuffs aje..

Jaejoong & Yoochun - Colors~Melody and Harmony~



lagunya bagus ya! ^^


Aqua Timez - Velonica



wihihi lagi suka lagu ini ^^

Kamis, 12 November 2009

伝えたくて伝わらなくて

Sumpah aku udah capek gila.

Kenapa capek ya?



Ngomong-ngomong memes... masa akhir-akhir ini aku jadi gila gitu berdua sama dia!! Hahahaha parah!!! Sumpah parah~!

Hmm apa lagi ya? Aku nulis FanFic Katekyo Hitman Reborn! hahahaha~ abisnya kan di suruh nulis analisis cerpen sama guru B. Indo, dan aku ga mau pake cerpen yang lain! Ya akhirnya aku bikin sendiri deh dengan karakter-karakter di KHR! Hahahaha! Meskipun begitu, aku agak plesetin gitu deh, soalnya mana ada anak SMA bawa-bawa dinamit ke sekolah kan? xD

Title: Nekat!
Pairing: Yamamoto T. & Gokudera H.
Rated: T
Summary: Yamamoto dan Gokudera nyari masalah sama Hibari? Berani bener.. oneshot yang muncul berkat sekolah, AU, OOC, maaf ga bisa bikin summary
Link: Nekat!

Tapi ini bukan shounen-ai atopun yaoi. Bzt, soalnya yang ngereview mengharapkan / mengira / meninginkan ini oneshot shounen-ai =.=" noooooo thank you!! Saya ndak mau ini jadi shouai!! Hiyeaakkksss D':

Oke, udah ya~ let's end this with a few songs.

Doushite Kimi wo Suki ni Natte Shimatta'n Darou by Tohoshinki

Minggu, 08 November 2009

今素直に伝えたくて

First of all, gelaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa akhirnya bisa internetan lewat laptop juga!! Dari beberapa minggu kemaren aku bisanya internetan pake hape, dan sekarang!!! Laptopku tersayaaaaaannggggggg *dimasukin RSJ* hahahahahha gadeng apaan sih lebay.

trus truss, kan kemaren tanggal 1 aku ultaahh, jadi aku ingin berterima kasih kepada smua yang ngasih aku selamat!! Ada yang ngasih selamat lewat FB, lewat telpon, lewat SMS, dan lewat blog!! Makasih ya smuaaaaaaaa~

kalo masalah kado, menurutku kado yang paleng manyus itu DOA! Karena lebih manjur dari pada apapun yang bersifat material!!!! Tapi bukan berarti aku ga suka dikasih kado berupa benda! Aku sangat berterima kasih~~!!

Pertama-tama ada kado dari ortu ku yaitu:
YOEEEE!!!! Sketchbook ama SUPER GIRL!! Hyahahahahahaha kaa-chan tou-chan!! Saranghaeeeee arigatoooouu~

Trus ada kado dari si Memes / Merry / Asai yang berupa
Ichigo!! Gara-gara aku ultah yang ke 15 jadi aku dikasih poster 15 (baca: ichi-go) xD ntuh udah aku pasang di dinding kamar ku persis di sebelah tempat tidur xD

Lalu ada kado berupa posting-an blog dari my beloved o-nee-chan, mungkin itu tidak termasuk kado ya tapi itu salah satu yang paling berkesan...... ya Allah, aku udah ga tau mau ngomong apa lagi. Sumpah qis kamu bikin aku speechless. Aku tuh ya baca blognya balqis itu sambil

Photobucket

ehem... *mengapus air mata* begitulah, saya terharu.

Tapi balqis itu lebay, aku tuh orangnya ga sabaran!!! Dan dan.... teman macam apa aku kalo ngebantuin temen aja ga bisa? Teman macam apa aku, ga bisa ngajarin temen dengan baik hah?
Yah pokoknya gitu lah.

dan masalah kelas 7 ..... ya sudahlah, yang terjadi ya sudah terjadi, kagak bisa di apa-apain lagi. Jadi biarin aja udah berlalu dan ga usah diungkit-ungkit lagi. Yang penting kan sekarang adem ayem, ya ga toh? *pake aksen guru fisika* *ditabok gurunya* xD

btw! Nee-chan, kau ngaku kalo kamu juga ikut HENTAI?!?!?! HYAHOOOO AKHIRNYA NGAKU!!! xD dan dan kalo menurut blognya dia, persahabatan---oh bukan, pertemuan kembali aku sama Balqis setelah sekian lamanya 'lost' itu berkat JPop dan Wu Chun? Jadiii arigatou Jpop! Xie xie Wu Chun!!! *ditabok banyak org karena lagi gila* hahahahhahaha.

dan dan kenapa yaaa sejak masuk SMA aku merasa jadi lebih 'renggang' sama nee-chan. Mungkin gara-gara istirahat kita ga bareng ya? Kan kelas 9 istirahat bareng. Sekarang kita istirahat menurut kehendak masing-masing! Dalam arti kata kau sama Gita, Dicil dkk aku sama Merry xD tapi meskipun gitu kita masih best friend kan qis~? ;D

Tau ga sih, justru si Balqis itu yang sabar bangets karena dia masih tahan sama aku selama ini. Dia tuh tahan sama segala macem bacot ku. Mulai dari ngejahilin dia habis-habisan, memutarbalikkan semua kata-katanya, sesi-sesi sakit jiwaku, ngambek-an ku, dan bacotanku tentang si aman! Hebat loh dia masih mau jadi temenku setelah banyak aku bikin dia sebel.

Dan dia juga mau aja ngedengerin segala macem unek unek ku tentang aman, dan juga segala tingkah gilaku tentang si aman....setiap hari pula!! Gila ga sih?! Sabar banget ya.
pssst, ini beneran loh, ada banyak hal yang cuman aku kasih tau ke dia dan hanya dia yang tau! Qissss you're my very special friend and sister, I'm very sorry to have been so horrible towards you. I love you to the max!! ;_;

Dan juga postingan blog si amay. Dia tu oragnya yaaaaa keras kepala parah, berdua tuh sama kakaknya bikin aku puyeng 7 keliling!! Apalagi masalah siapa punya siapa euggghhh aku paling kesel kalo udah di sodorin topik itu!! Tapi dia hebat, tahan juga ama bacot ku. Mungkin aku ngebacot ke dia ga sesering ke balqis, cuman gela......... aku ga tau ya. Tuh kakak beradik sabar banget ngadepin aku yang bacotnya luar biasa.

dan ya Allah, si amay masih inget aja seh pas kelas 8 aku ngerjain pe-er nya dia HAHAHAHAHA. Emang waktu itu aku sama dia belom ketemu muka ya? Ah ga inget xD you're my precious sister maayyyyy sorry yaa aku selama ini ngeselinnn TT

Dan kenapa ya aku jadi inget masalah waktu itu tuh kaka beradik berkomplot ngambek sama aku? Jujur waktu itu aku pikir bakal terulang lagi kejadian kelas 7. Tapi alhamdulillah engga. Fiuh.

terus apa lagi yaaaa.... begitulah keluar semua deh aib-aib ku xD yaaaaa udah dulu yaaaaaaaa, mau makan di luar!! Yippppeeeee~~

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mari ber fullhouse riaaa hahahahaha