Fiction

I still can’t forget you
I still can’t trust everything
Even today I can’t send you away like this

I will rewrite it again, our story will not end
I will bury fact that reality is seeping into my skin for now
I rewrite it once again, the start beginning with you and I smiling happily
In case you will leave me, the background is a small room without an exit

I kiss you as if there is nothing wrong
I can’t leave your sweet presence
There is no such thing as an end for us

Like this again (Fiction in Fiction)
I can’t forget you (Fiction in Fiction)
I am writing the story that will never end in my heart

I will hold on to you (Fiction in Fiction)
I won’t let you go (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)
Even today, I’m in the story of you and I that hasn’t ended still, in Fiction

Right now, there are only happy stories here
The very happy stories of just the two of us (Different from reality)
Is written here, it’s slowly filling up

I run towards you and embrace you
I can’t never let you go from my embrace (I can’t)
There is no such thing as an end for us

Like this again (Fiction in Fiction)
I can’t end it (Fiction in Fiction)
I am writing the story that will never end in my heart

I will hold on to you (Fiction in Fiction)
I won’t let you go (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)
Even today, I’m in the story of you and I that hasn’t ended still, in Fiction

I will say this again, one more time
Right now you are next to me
I’m believing like that

(But Fiction)
I’m the writer who lost his purpose
The end of this novel, how am I supposed to write it (My own Fiction)
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I keep writing these 3 words
(Everything is Fiction)
Setting the warn out pen on the old paper stained in tears
(Everything is Fiction)
This story can’t be happy or sad

Right now I’m writing such a happy story
But it is all just a wish still

I’m happy (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)
We are together (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)
Now is the start (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)
There is no end (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)

My Thoughts:
I don't have any particular thoughts for the MV except how the guys have changed. LOVING HYUNSEUNG'S FLAMING HAIR 8D~ but I sorta miss seobie's spiky hair but meh, he looks good like this too so I won't complain. ^^

The dance is cool, especially the feet choreography thing they did hahaha. But somehow, compared to the MV, I prefer watching the live perf (you can see FICTION@MCD here). In the live perf you can clearly see Seobie's hairthingamajig that he does! *fangirl squeal* xD and I love how at the start of the song Doojoon is staggering and his voice is kinda shaking and stuff (y)(y)(y)

and then..... there is the lyric for FICTION. I feel like a part of the lyric struck home, cos... in all actuality, I am writing my own FICTION in which you&I began and never will end. *sigh* *headbang*

03:30

DRAMA VERS.


Yo listen up this is my tragic story just to break into my heart

I still cannot erase you
I keep thinking about you
I really miss you
I cannot sleep at all at night
The sound of the raindrops hitting on the window of my heart
The place that you left
I really miss you
And I cannot sleep at all at night

The view of your back, leaving me on this rainy road
Because I couldn’t do anything again,
I regret it again everyday. I’m sorry,
I pray, I want you to be back.
I can’t. I can’t stand it. I cannot stand a day without you.
My tears are falling again.
Will I be able to forget you? When will I be like that till?

I still cannot erase you
I keep thinking about you
I really miss you
I cannot sleep at all at night
The sound of the raindrops hitting on the window of my heart
The place that you left
I really miss you
And I cannot sleep at all at night

Oh tonight again, tonight again, her

I keep thinking of you at night, I cannot sleep
Why did I turn on this love show
The distance between us has increased
I was the servant of this love
Why did we fight? Why were we like that?
Did you lose the sight? We used to be in love.
Why am I stuck in this moment? The one I need is you, silly.

You, drooping your shoulders
You, taking a rest on the ground
You, hitting your chest in frustration
You, praying with your two hands to the sky
I think of you getting up. Let’s forget and erase all our bad memories.
(I’m sorry) How would you? I cannot say anything besides ‘I’m sorry’.

I still cannot erase you
I keep thinking about you
I really miss you
I cannot sleep at all at night
The sound of the raindrops hitting on the window of my heart
The place that you left
I really miss you
And I cannot sleep at all at night

Oh tonight again, tonight again, her

You and I, don’t cut our cord.
Don’t deny our r²π
Come to me, everything is fine now.
We will start everything over, over again.

I cannot sleep at all at night

I still cannot erase you
I keep thinking about you
I really miss you
I cannot sleep at all at night
The sound of the raindrops hitting on the window of my heart
The place that you left
I really miss you
And I cannot sleep at all at night

My Thoughts:
OMGEEEHH I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M TOTALLY HEAD OVER HEELS FOR THIS SONG. I was never a big fan of U-Kiss (I just stalk Xander's twitter *slapped*) because I never really liked their songs. Bingeul Bingeul, Shut Up and etc. It didn't really suit me. But 0330 was love at first sight (or should I say 'sound'?) their choreography was sooooooooo cute!! And when I first saw the perf, I totally thought Dongho was adorable, and I hate to say this *what* but I also thought Kevin & AJ was cute. And ................. don't you think that Hoon looks a lot like Yoochun? *bricked*

The lyric might be a bit repetitive, but in my opinion, that is what makes the song unique. And the background chorus of 'bamsaehansumdo jalsu eobseo' is just beautiful and soothing. 0330 absolutely stole my heart. u,u

And about the MV, I didn't understand it at first. I didn't get why the members are pissed at Dongho spending time with his girlfriend. And the scene where Dongho was talking on the phone and then Eli snapped... I was just like 'wth man? let the boy have some fun!' I only understood why they acted like that when I watched the drama vers. -___- it srsly gave me the shivers!

旅立ちの朝

そろそろ行くねえ　大きなバックに
みんなの思いつめて　最後に振り向いた

しあわせはいつも　つかみとるもの
君が言う　みんなの　顔が涙でゆれる

空を飛ぶ夢が立ち上がる　その声を忘れない
見えなくても　消えないように　輝けるように
Stay with me

ベンチにひとり　時刻表を見る
まだまだ遠い　目指す街の匂い

いつかまた　めぐり逢う日に
胸張って　言えるかな　今が一番しあわせと

間違いだらけの毎日も　愛していけるように
ちからいっぱい　夢を見るよ　輝けるように
Stay with me

しあわせはいつも　つかみとるもの
胸張って　言えるかな　ここが一番しあわせと

空を飛ぶ夢が立ち上がる　その声を忘れない
見えなくても　消えないように　輝けるように
Stay with me

そろそろ行くね　明日へ歩き出す

god bless exams

FINALLY FINISHED MID-TERM EXAMS OMG YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY~
tapi masih doki-doki akan hasilnya. Tapi whatever lah. Tawakkal ^^v

Sekarang udah april saja, O level makin mendekat. *keringet dingin*
dan pas tanggal 1 april aku jauh-jauh dari fandom. Sakit hati, masa ada yg bikin hoax tentang THSK!! My poor fangirl heart :'(

and you know what? JYJ ga jadi ke sini. WTF YOOOOOOOO FMFL~~~~~~ *insert shisus fu gif* T___T taulah aku udah capek galau TT____TT

BEFORE U GO DANCE VERSION!!!!! *tiba2*
dari kemaren aku nonton di MuBank dan ada bagian yang aku curiga di sensor ama TVnya! XP abisnya tiap bagian itu di closeup ke muka HoMin sih jadi ga liat dance nya XP padahal aku udah siap tereak gitu eaeaea~



nontonlah!! Changmin cakep banget omg~
dan dan!!!! white shirt & black shirt /insert major fangirl keysmash/ meningatkan ku dama scene Ohno pake shirt di Hatenai Sora~ oh my biases ♥
ngomong-ngomong Changmin! Bbrp hari yang lalu aku nonton MuBank dan dia pake kacamata!! Susah banget ga tereak fangirl XD



uuuuu~~~~~!! subhanallah ganteng banget Yunho & Changmin ;~~~~;
lagi MuBank!



keliatan banget betapa kedua nya telah improved. Aku dengerin lagu-lagu lamanya T5XQ dan keliatan banget how much Changmin has improved.... and yes Yun oppa too hehe.

Changmin biasanya nyanyi high parts aja, suaranya tinggi banget aku serem. Tapi di KYHD dan Before U Go dia suaranya rendah o______o yah ga serendah Yunho sih tapi kea se Jae atau Chun gitu. Tapi Yunho juga!!! Suaranya jadi ......... bagus. *DITABOK CASSIE* kan suara Yun oppa biasanya ngepas gitu... tapi sekarang.... so much improvement!! Not to forget Changmin's dance!

T_____T
biasanya berlima, sekarang dua orang working the part for 5.

ah aku bacot ttg HoMin mulu. ampunnnn.